Hi journal || Seungin

Entry 3

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Hi journal, it's Seungmin.

It's been a little since I've wrote,
maybe 2 months?

Today I asked Jeongin if he still loves me.
I didn't think he would get mad but he did.

He slapped me.

He apologized so many times after and I didn't want to forgive him but I can't stay mad at him,
I love him too much.

He let me hug him today,
I think it was out of pity but that's okay.

He still goes to that boys house still but a little less that he use too.

He spends time with me too.

Maybe he's starting to remember our relationship.

We even went on a date.

But that boy came a ruined it.

I hate that boy.

If he had never met Jeongin we would've been happy,
maybe.

But they look cute together,
maybe I shouldn't have met Jeongin.

I wonder how I would be if I had never met Jeongin.

Maybe I would've been happier.

But he helped me when someone was stalking me,
he stayed with me,
and I would probably be dead by now if he wasn't their.

That probably why I love him so much.

He saved me from almost being murdered.

Well that's it, bye journal.

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