Hi journal || Seungin

A new entry

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Jeongins POV -

Today I thought I should see if Seungmin would answer the door.

I walked to the door and knocked.

I tried to open the door and it worked,
I thought it would be locked like it usually was.

I walked in and I saw..

Seungmin.

Pale,
On the floor,
Still bleeding out.

Tears started to form as I screamed for the other members.

The others members came in and when they came in they looked in horror.

I kneeled to his body and cried,
Hoping that this was a dream.

I tried to stop the bleeding,
taking off my hoodie and wrapping it around the big hole in his stomach.

Bangchan called 911 but I knew it was too late.

I saw a note on Seungmins bed.

I called the members over and I read it out loud.

(They read the thing in the last chapter.)

At that moment I wanted to slap myself.

I hate myself.

I can never forgive myself for this.

He didn't deserve this.

I'm a horrible person.

The ambulance finally came.

They said he was gone.

I don't believe it.

I don't want to believe it.

I didn't get to say goodbye.

This is unfair.

The last time I saw him I cheated.

I wish I could go back in time.

Now I have to sleep alone,
In the room he died in,
In the room I cheated in.

I can't stop crying.

I've never cried like this before.

I opened Seungmins journal and started writing.

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Hi journal, it's Jeongin.

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