Fervid Love (18+)

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JASMINE KATE

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I walked into the doctor's office ready for a checkup "how have you been?" She asked "mentally fucked" i answer which causes her to sigh after kallan's indirect rejection i have been trying to do everything to not be near him, at first it was him avoiding me now it's vice versa.

Whatever happened, happened i can't reverse it the important thing to do right now is to carry on with my life maybe find someone better.

"Lay here" i do as she says and lay on the bed "now I'm gonna need you to close your eyes and think of what scares you most" i gulped i didn't think that was a good idea.

"When i say open, i want you to describe everything you'll be seeing Infront of you and don't stop till i say so" i felt a trickle of sweat fall even though the room had AC.

i closed my eyes, i hate this kind of therapy can't we just talk things out instead of having me revive my worst nightmare?

"Open"

My eyes met with a strong ray of light that made me groan, i wanted to move but I couldn't "jasmine what do you see?"

"M-my father....."

"What's he doing?" She asked as i groaned on the bed "he's, he's burning my torso with a hot iron, GET ME OUT OF HERE, DAD STOP"

I didn't understand anything at the Time all i saw was my father telling me how worthless i was and that i deserved to die,the iron burning was a reminder.

I couldn't, i can't , i need to get out of her "LET ME FUCKING GO"

"JASMINE CALM DOWN"

Were the last words i heard before everything went completely black. I open my eyes and I'm in the dark "hello" i call out, did the doctor put me in here "hello" i call out again, i try to stand but to no vain,am i chained? I swear I'm so reporting her for this.

"Do you want to go to prom with me?"

What's this? Is this some kinda simulation, are they messing up with my brain? I fell to the ground, i can't possibly be thinking of kallan right now.

"You wanna go to prom with me?" He nods at me smiling "but why?" I ask again "but why not, i wanna take the prettiest girl i know to prom, is that bad?" I quickly shook my head "then is that a yes to prom?" I nod my head giving him a hug "i love you Kal, thank you" he hugs me back laughing "i love you too little one"

I felt tears fall furiously on my face, little one? That's all he has ever seen me as, a child. While i was here making sure i grow up faster so i could be with him, wasn't worth my time.

"I'll always be here for you kitty" he says "you promise?" He nods "of course".

I banged the fucking simulation screen, is this their way of torturing me? Well it's working. I don't want to be in here, i feel cared and i feel hurt.

"JASMINE CAN YOU HERE ME, OPEN YOUR EYES"

What does she mean by open my eyes, am i not awake? "JASMINE KATE" i force myself to awaken even though I'm not sure how am I not up at the moment just then i felt a wave of shock run through me and my eyes opened.

"Are you okay?" Evans asked me and i nod "did you see anything?" She asks me "no, i want to leave now" i hope she agrees because if not I swear to god I'll hurt her "sure" she says walking out.

"Are you sure you're okay, ma'am?" Mathew asks me In the elevator, i hum my response to him, i can't let anyone know about what i just saw, I'm gonna suck it up like i always did and live with it.

"Thank you Mathew" i open the door of the penthouse walking inside "kitty" kallan calls out, i look to where he is and my heart drops to my stomach "hi Kal" there's a woman sitting next to him at the dining table.

So this is why he rejected me, could've just been more specific, I'm so stupid for thinking he liked me because of the way he had treated me.

"Hi, I'm Darcy-" the woman says "-kallan's girlfriend" he shoots her a dirty glare then turns to look at me almost hostile,i suppress my tears, i can't cry not Infront of them.

"I'm jasmine, kallan's little sister"