Fervid Love (18+)

➷xxxiii

⤁⤁⤁⤁⤁⤁⤁⤁

JASMINE KATE

⬵⬵⬵⬵⬵⬵⬵⬵

Is this thing on, god I'm so old, okay here we go.

My little girl,

How are you doing, i have missed you so much.

If you're listening to this now that means, I'm no longer here.

I know you resent me and i understand that you have very valid reasons to do so.

After your mother's death, i felt like everything was gone, i had no hope for doing anything anymore. I wanted to follow her there too.

But you stopped me, my little beautiful girl, i never knew what it was like to raise a child because your mother was only one doing it while i was busy at the office.

After her death, i wanted us to start anew so I married Camille hoping to give you a mother figure so you won't feel lonely, as i said i knew nothing about raising a child so i blindly followed whatever Camille said thinking it was all right.

I never knew that i was killing the relationship between us, dear.

I never found out that she sent you to the orphanage until recently,i thought you had gone to a private boarding school in Italy jus as we had agreed to. I sent you money every month but i guess she took every cent of it.

I couldn't ask for forgiveness because I knew you'd never be able to forgive me after all .

When you came home, you had distanced yourself from me and whatever i did seemed pointless in trying to patch things up.

So i used money, it made you happy so i gave you whatever you wanted hoping you'd look at your old man's way again.

I wish that i would be able to hear you call me father before i die, sweetie. I'm not sure if that wish will be granted.

I don't understand Camille these days, she acts so rational with me and always talks about the inheritance as if something is about to happen to me so i made a fake will that would throw her off the trail.

She's been poisoning me, i don't know with what but all I know is that she mixes it with my tea. It kills slowly i think maybe that's why I'm not dead yet.

You have always been my heir, it has never changed.

I'm sorry you had to deal with such a scumbag for a father, i really wished that i could have a decent meal with you or go on a father daughter vacation but i couldn't.

I love you so much jasmine, more than you could've ever imagined. Take care of yourself okay!

I need to go now, i have a meeting to attend to dear.

Again , I am so sorry dearest

Goodbye.

I didn't hold back my tears, i just let them flow down as they wanted, all this time he had been not the one in the wrong, Rivers....my father loved me?

I looked at his old wrinkled face on the screen, a smile was plastered all over his face and his fingers had created a love shape, my heart clenched as i looked at him. I wanted to apologize to him for some reason but i knew i couldn't now. He was already gone.

I take my phone from the bed to call the only person i know who could distract me from all of this.

"Kitty"
"Can I come over, please"
"Yes sure, I'll pick you up in 10"

Rivers....i just lost my father and this is when the pain started to kick in, after learning the truth and stopping to hate him.