"beg for it, like a good little slut"
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The thought of falling inlove with someone seemed like bullshit to kallan that's until a 21 year old girl moves in with him under circumstances and make him question his belief on Love.
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KALLAN KIM
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didn't know what to say to her any type of explanation would have just hurted her further and i couldn't risk that, i can't see her like that.
I walk into the living room trying to calm myself down, the face she made when i talked to her was enough to send me into a rampage.
Fucking Darcy Jones.
I sighed, Darcy is an actress, she's been following me for years now and honestly it's been awkward, i don't like her the mere feeling of her presence is enough to make me gag but since our teams thought a relationship will make a good PR stunt, here we are.
I took my phone out to call my friend, i needed a few drinks and somewhere to vent.
"Jeon" "Are you home?" "Yeah, why?" "Get some vodka ready, I'm on my way"
I hang up the phone and go to my room to take a jacket and my helmet, jasmine Kate, i loved that woman, even i couldn't deny it.
But it wasn't right in so many levels, what if she regrets her decision years from now? I couldn't bear that, for me nor for her.
I walk to the garage to get my bike, other than Mathew, jeon is the only other person i actually trust, he's gonna insult me for this but i couldn't careless right now.
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I open his mansion door and walk inside "i really need to change the damn password" he says walking into the living room only wearing his boxers "get dressed" i say throwing him my jacket "you're not the boss of me" he replies.
I flop myself on the couch heaving heavily "you okay Kim?' he asks placing bottles of vodka Infront of me "no" i groan pouring myself an entire glass of it.
"Easy man" he says.
"What do i do,Jeon?" I ask him "is this about that sexy girl you live with?" I shoot him a dirty glare, he raises up his hands "I'm only asking" i sigh "yeah".
"What happened?"
"She's Inlove with me" i take a sip of my drink "fucker, isn't that a good thing?" I lay my head back on the couch.
"I can't date her"
"Can I?" He asks making me groan in frustration "oh ok you're mad now that i want to date her?" He mockingly ask crossing his legs on the couch.
"Just don't date her" i warn him "fine i won't but someone else will bro" i hit him on the head "that won't happen"
"Oh really now, you can't date her and you don't want someone else to date her, are you stupid?"
Jeon and i have been friends for as long as I can remember, he always tells me things straight. He doesn't even know what sugar coating means.
"Can you be a little nicer?" I tell him feeling tears gather in my eyes "oh, I'm not as delusional as you brother, I'll tell you as it is, you're a fucking coward and you're gonna lose the girl you like because of it-" i groan.
"-to me, i hope" i hit him again, i can't bear the thought of her dating someone else. Touching her the way i did that Sunday. I just fucking can't.
"Tell her before it's too late" he says walking away from me, I'll try i say to myself knowing damn well that i can't gather my shit to admit my feelings for her.
Jeon's right, i am a coward.
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