ᴛᴇᴍᴘᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴇꜱɪʀᴇꜱ(gxg)

Chapter Twenty

Audrey

'I really don't understand how you find that that man so attractive' I snort, trying not to barf as I watch Payton scrolling through Ryan Goslings instagram, practically trying not to drool on my brand new bedsheets.

'Auds, look at him and tell me he's not the hottest DILF you've ever come across' she squeals, rolling onto her stomach and kicking her legs slightly.

'Yeah... No.' I grimace, pulling out my own phone to scroll through social media, trying to pass some time.

'God, no wonder your taste in men is so bad!' She scoffs, leaving a thirsty comment under one of his posts.

I simply shrug in response, continuing to view everyones snapchat stories.

Until one catches my eye.

A photo of a certain ravenette, stood with her back to the camera, topless flexing her big bulgy back muscles, a large dragon tattoo occupying most of her back. Her hair was perfectly shaved at the back and sides, leaving a soft mess of short locks atop of her head. The room she was stood in, filled with lockers, indicating it was probably a gym locker room.

I roll my eyes subconsciously, tapping the back of my phone gently in a thinking matter. Honestly, who is she trying to impress? What a try hard.

I glance at the clock up on my wall.

7.30

Three more hours to go.

Why is it even that she wants to meet me? What is so important to the point where she needs us to meet, in a private area, outside of school and just us, to 'talk'.

I scoff in annoyance, my tapping on the phone increasing in speed.

And before I can even realise what I'm doing, an accidental screenshot has been made of Kendall's story.

'Shit!' I audibly exclaim, receiving a funny look from Payton.

Now I'm gonna look like a crazy obsessed stalker. Great, just what I needed.

'Girl, you've been acting so strange recently, is everything okay up there?' Payton questions, her pointer finger tapping my forehead comically.

I sigh heavily, turning my phone off and rolling onto my back.

I mean I could tell Payton everything thats been going on with Kendall. But at the same time, girls like us, there was no space for anything lesbian related in our lives. It wouldn't look good to the public eye. So how would she react if I did tell her? Especially as I haven't even fully come to terms with it myself?

Images of rejection from my own best friend flash behind my eyes, and I grimace slightly, gritting my teeth together.

I sigh, turning to face her.

'So, theres been a little someone in my life..' I start off, watching Payton's excited expression.

'Girl who!? And you haven't even told me about him!?' She exclaims in mock annoyance, playfully swatting my arm.

I shoot her a look, as if to say 'let me finish..' and carry on,

'Thing is, we don't exactly get along, like, at all. And we would never work together, it would be too complicated' I trail off, sighing slightly.

'I mean, if you don't get along then how is there anything between you two?' The smaller blonde questions genuinely, cocking her head to the side slightly.

'See here's the thing, there's so much tension, sexual tension and sexual frustration. It's all so good. Especially the sex, god, the sex is amazing. And when we're together, we have our small moments where we occasionally get along.' I trail off, as Payton shoots me a look telling me to continue.

'But as a general picture, we're polar opposites. We're always down each others throats, and I don't know if its worth it to chase after anything with someone like that' I sigh, pouring myself a glass of the Vodka sat on my bedside table, topping it off with some lemonade before taking a large swig.

Payton just stares at me deeply for a minute or two, and then a sense of realisation floods her expression, before she starts off,  'Just do what feels right Auds, dont force anything or chase anything. Go with the flow, and all of that type of bullshit, am I right?'

I mumble a small 'I guess..', before bringing the cold glass to my lips, tipping my head back and downing the rest of my drink.

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30 more minutes.

30 more minutes till I have to face her.

I can already tell this is going to be a disaster.

I mean, for starters, I'm already running half an hour late, as it takes an hour to get there by foot.

Second of all, I'm currently still in my Winnie the Pooh pyjamas, with my hair piled atop of my head in a sloppy messy bun.

I push myself off my huge soft bed, and stroll over to my dressing table, letting my feet tap on the cold floor.

In the end I decide to apply minimal make-up, going with some concealer, mascara, brow mascara and lipgloss. I mean, it'll be dark anyways right?

I pull on some nike pro's and throw on a baggy Balenciaga hoodie, slipping my feet into a pair of white airforces, not being bothered enough to pick anything nicer out, and leave the house, letting my feet lead the way.

After an hour or so of walking, the entrance to the large skatepark starts appearing before my eyes, and the nerves start settling in.

Why am I even nervous?

I don't like the girl and I never will. She probably just wants to talk about some petty shit and then we'll part our ways.

But no matter what I told myself, I still had the feeling of anxiety overcome me.

The feeling of butterflies, in fact no, moths crowding my stomach.

Right. Pull your shit together Audrey, it's time to get inside.

I take a deep breath, and let my feet lead me into the skatepark.

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This chapter was pretty bad in my opinion, a bit of a filler chapter tbh.

But I'll update again very soon <3

Also for the love of god, someone please give me some good GxG book suggestions on here, ones with good grammar, a good plot etc. Preferably enemies to lovers trope, mafia trope, boss trope, agegap etc, but just anything good i literally don't mind, i haven't read anything good in ages and I'm #dying.

Also this chapter is unedited, I hate editing so much so if anyone wants to volunteer to do it for me,  feel free😭.