some angst :3
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y/n pov 9:24 am
these past two weeks have gone by so fast, every single day was incredible. seeing my friends is always so nice but most importantly seeing my boyfriend. it's always been hard to plan trips for the two of us since to visit since he moved away, but they always worked out perfectly. until one of us eventually has to go home.
isaac was still deep asleep, his arm around my waist and our legs tangled together. i push the brown curly hair out of his face and appreciate this moment for a little longer, as much as i can before i have to leave texas and fly home. before i have to leave isaac and all my friends for however long until our schedules line up again.
"n/n..?" i hear him mumble and begin to stir awake
i pat my hand on his arm to let him know i'm still here, the only reason he's awake at this hour. he hums slightly and smiles, still not opening his eyes while pulling me closer.
"isaac.. i have to get up soon" i tell him reluctantly
"i know n/n" his eyes flutter open "not yet though.. i wanna hold on to you for awhile longer" he says trying to be cheerful
i nod and nestle my head into his chest, focusing on our breathing, our heartbeats or the way his hand felt on my back.
"we should start getting ready"
he nods and sits up, moving so his feet were on the ground and he was facing away from me.
"i'm gonna take a shower" he mumbles coldly while he quickly gets up before i could say anything
i sit up and begin getting dressed, deciding to take one of isaacs hoodies which of course looked huge on me but i'm sure he wouldn't mind. i make sure everything was packed and head to the kitchen, tanner and larry were sat in the living room and nick was in the kitchen.
"morning y/n!" nick says cheerfully
"morning nick, what're you making?"
"just some toast, then i'm gonna head to the gym with tanner. what're you up to today y/n?" he asks unaware
"oh.. i'm actually going back home today, isaac is in the shower and once he's done we're headed for the airport" i explain
"shit that's today? you've gotta come back asap, isaac won't shut up about you if not" he laughs a little
i nod while laughing, and grab myself a water. i plop myself on the beanbag and watch tv with tanner and larry, tanner was eating his gross slop and larry wasn't even paying attention.
eventually nick and tanner are ready to leave, i get up to say bye to them,
"seriously you need to come back soon, isaac is always happier with you here" tanner hugs me
"i'll try, i'll see you guys soon" i smile and hug nick
"have a safe flight! bye n/n" nick says cheerfully
i smile and go sit down on the beanbag, watching tv with larry to pass the time. eventually isaac comes out from his room, his hair still soaked, dawning his classic white tank top and sweats.
"you ready to go?" he asks reluctantly
"yea let me just wash my face and we can go" i hop up and head to the bathroom
isaac follows me like a lost puppy and leans on the doorframe, watching while i do my skincare. something clearly on his mind,
"what?" i mumble
"i don't understand why you don't just move in.. the guys love you" he complains
"isaac.." i sigh
"y/n, i hate having to wait months for our schedules to line up and for you to only be able to stay for a week" he begins to pace around the bathroom irritated
"you knew that this would be difficult, you said we could get through this.."
"i don't know anymore y/n.."
"you don't know anymore? what does that even mean" my voice begins to raise
"n-no not like that! i just.." he groans "it hurts seeing you leave every time.. and i don't know how much longer i can handle it"
"so what.. what are we meant to do? isaac you belong here with your friends and i have work and family back home.." i try to come up with an excuse
"please n/n.." his voice goes quiet and soft "please stay"
my eyes begin to tear up and it felt as if there was a ball in my throat, knowing if i tried to speak i would start sobbing. i finally look up to my boyfriend, he looked defeated. he sighs and goes back to his room, grabbing my suitcase and carrying it to his car. i collect myself and follow him to his car, still not saying anything.
neither me or isaac dared to say a word to each other, no music playing or anything. just a uncomfortable silence and the sounds of all the other cars passing by. the airport was only a few minutes away by now, yet i still didn't know what to say to him.
isaac pulls up to the front doors of the airport not bothering to look at me or anything, i open my door and grab my bag. as soon as i got my things isaac left. no goodbye, no i love you, no nothing. i feel my eyes begin to well up as i watch him drive off, finally the tears begin to spill.
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