A/N!!! (a vent.)

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Hello everyone!!! I have something to say, this is kinda a vent so yea!! But anyhow, do you just sometimes feel like you shouldn't exist?? I mean why are we even here anyway??? Basically I've suffered all my life from my family and even some of my friends. It does hurt, extremely. I've felt a lot of feelings over the past years, but I've never felt these types of feelings, for example, heartbreak. I liked this one guy in my class and I confessed to him one day, and he was disgusted by that and he started yelling at me, saying I was a disgusting rat, a ugly pig, and saying I would never find anyone. Ever since that day, I always felt sad and empty... Even my friend group couldn't help me, they tried everything. I still feel empty and upset to this day. I don't think I can get over this, I don't even know what happens around me anymore because I just zone out and think deep in my thoughts. I always have headaches, throat pains, and weak limbs. I don't even look at myself in the mirror anymore. I hope didn't waste your time... God, even telling people this happened doesn't even help to make me happy. Well I guess I'll see you guys later. Bye and have a wonderful day.

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