GAYPOCALYPSE

Goodbye

I could hardly walk back home in a straight line because of how hard and wild Ron had fucked my brains out. I was wobbling like a penguin, but that was okay, because it sure did feel good.

Back at my house I came home to my dad sitting at the table feeding Judy. I tried to walk as normal as possible when I passed by my dad, but it was too noticeable.

"Why are you walking like that?" My dad asked observantly.
"Ron and I were messing around, I just fell it's all okay." I said trying to not be obvious.
He stared in question. "Okay." He said.

I walked to my room and just layer in the bed. Laying down even hurt, oh man Ron really fucked me good. Exhausted didn't even begin to explain how tired and worked out I felt. I got under my blanket and went to sleep, I only intended it to be a short nap, but I didn't wake up until it was pitch black outside and Ron was nudging my shoulder.

"Hey, hey Carl wake up it's important."
He whispered quickly.
"What is it?... I'm tired." I say trying to keep my head up.
"Enid came by my house today, to talk to my mom. She must've waited until I wasn't there because I never saw her, but she told my mom about us.

"What? Was she mad? " I said terrified.
"No, she said it was all okay, but that she was going to tell your dad tomorrow." he said

That was not a good thing. He already didn't approve of Tara, Aaron and Eric, but he didn't really care because it was the apocalypse, and the bible wasn't really apart of out lives anymore. I don't know how he would react if I was gay.

"Try to talk her out of it, please." I asked.
"I'll do my best... I gotta go now before someone realizes I'm gone." Says Ron.

He started to climb back out the window he came in through.

"Ron.... Wait." I asked him

He looked at me in question.

"Lay with me, just for a little while. Please?" I whispered.

He got under the blanket, kissed my forehead and wrapped his arms around me until I fell asleep

"I love you so much." I whispered smiling

The next day I woke up and Ron was gone. It was around twelve in the afternoon when I woke because I stayed up for a while watching Ron sleep... He was so fucking cute. Happily, I got out of bed and walked downstairs to find my dad sitting on the couch looking at the floor.

"What's wrong dad?" I asked in fear, knowing that he had found out.
"You and that Ron kid. His mom came by earlier this morning in tears saying that... You two were seeing each other." Said my dad infuriated.

I just stood in silence trying not to cry.

He replied with "Carl... Are you... gay?"

I stood quietly. "...Y-yes"

He walked out the door pissed off and slammed it behind him.

I sprinted to my room and grabbed a bag and put my knife and a ton of food in it, along with other resourceful items needed on the outside. Scared didn't even begin to explain how I felt. Next I ran to the building where all of our guns were held and kicked down the door.

There was a man in the room.

"What are you doing here?" He asked

I didn't know what to do but I knew that he would stop me from going through with my plan. So on instinct I grabbed my knife and slashed right into his throat.

Fuck. I just killed that guy. I just looked at him bleeding out in tears.

"Sorry." I said crying.

Wiping off my eyes I grabbed two handguns and a rifle and a shit load of ammunition.

Trying not to step in blood I grabbed my knife out of that guys neck and ran to Ron's house.

I opened the door to his room and he shot up.

"Why are you covered in blood?!" He asked worried.
"Look I will explain later but for now we have to get the fuck out of here!" I yelled.
"Okay." He said.

We climbed over the walls and ran as fast as we could through the wood with my gun at the ready. There were three walkers up ahead. I already had my plan. Kick one down, shoot the other two. 1...2...3 I took them down, now with even more blood covering me. Ron looked at me like I was a crazy person. He hadn't been out here like I have, but he'd have to learn.

Soon the Alexandria Safe Zone was no where in sight.