TW: Slight NSFW
Tighnari's pov:
It was so awkward all the way but in the end we were close to the house. As I got a glance of the house from afar, and in that moment, I felt panic as if it was lightning running through my body. I unintentionally cause of that began squeezing his hand, which caused him to look at me.
"Are you.. scared?.." - C
"Ah.. sorry!" - T
I quickly loosened my hand, trying to let go of his but he kept holding it, not letting me.
"Don't." - C
I just gave up and continued holding onto his hand until we arrived. He opened the door for me, letting me in first, him following after, closing the door. We went in his room and he guided me to the bed and made me sit down on the side of it.
"Wait here." - C
He said as he let go of my hand and headed out of the room. Not long after I saw him return with a med box, closing the door after himself. He kneeled infront of me and took my hand taking a look at it before beginning to tie it to my hand after trying to put it back together again. My eyes just couldn't leave his worrying but calm face. After he finished he brushed his hand along my thighs as he stood up with the med box in his other hand.
"I'll be back." - C
He said and left the room. I was completely lost about what we will do now that he clarified what is going on. As in, he doesn't know if he likes me or not. If he really brought me home just to help me fix my finger, why doesn't he go back? Or will he go back? I did not know but I felt scared of what will happen next.
Not long after I began playing with my finger in the intention of distracton Cyno came in the room, making my eyes wander to him.
"Okay I'm back." - C
I nodded and looked away as he sat down next to me.
"So... What now?.." - T
"Are you asking that cause of what happened?-" - C
"Why else would I?!..." - T
I yelled as I turned to him, looking to the side in embarrassment after. I put my hand on my heart and began tightly holding onto my shirt's fabric.
"Sorry for yelling..." - T
He slowly slid his hand up from my thighs, to the hand that was on my heart and took it, placing a gentle kiss on it. After that, he placed that hand across his shoulder, and leaned in close, wrapping his free arm around my waist.
"Can I try something?..." - C
As my eyes were staring into his it just could not leave his gaze.
"What are you.. thinking of?.." - T
I asked with a quiet voice as my cheeks began to tint.
"Don't worry.. Nothing too inappropriate." - C
With that he closed in the gap between us and began kissing me more gently than he did last time. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck as I completely turned to his way, one of my legs falling off of the bed. He placed his arms behind my waist, pulling me closer.
After a bit he pulled away a little and not long after dove back in, capturing my lips with his once again. He slowly and carefully grabbed the back of my head with one of his hands and began laying me down on the bed, against the pillows. After a bit he pulled away again and looked into my eyes with a calm gaze.
"If I'm going too far, tell me to stop." - C
"This is.. This is too sudden Cyno! I-" - T
He suddenly gave a quick peck on my lips and pulled back.
"That wasn't a response." - C
"...Okay, I'll tell you if that's the case." - T
After I said that he let a smile erupt his face for a short time before leaning in again, but this time to my neck. He gently began nibbling and kissing it, making me feel like I'm about to go crazy. Making me feel like opening my mouth and let my voice out. But since I didn't want to embarrass myself infront of the man I love, I had to keep my composure and keep quiet. I want him to love me back after all, not to look at me like some moaning prostitute.
Suddenly he bit my neck gently at a specific spot that made my breath hitch. He looked up at me and our eyes met eachother. He smiled lightly before leaning back in, beginning to suck on my skin in that slecific spot, causing me to let out slight whimpers escape from my mouth, unable to control them. I turned my head to the side so I can cover it up with my hand. He slowly pulled away, staring at my neck continuously, a smile erupting his face not long after.
"Good luck covering that up." - C
"What-" - T
I said as I turned my face back to him, let my hands fall down next to my head. But he suddenly poked the bruise on my neck with one of his fingers wich made me squeel a little. Right after that he leaned to my ear and whispered into it with a mischevious smile.
"That was cute.." - C
Before I could have said anything he captured my lips with his and began to take a trip with his tongue all around my mouth, swirling his tongue around mine. I felt myself lost in a void at the time but when Cyno grabbed both of my hands and pinned them on the top of my head with one of his hands, I felt more comfortable all of the sudden and just kept enjoying the sweet taste of his lips.
Soon his free hand began to drag itself to my cheek and from there, down to my chest, gently begin groping it. Do I really just let him do all this with me without a second thought? Is this what is love about?
Soon he began to slip his hand under my shirt and beginning to play with my chest, causing me to push him back a little as I threw my head back to gasp for some air. I looked into his eye after and spoke.
"I think let's stop there..." - T
"Already?.." - C
"I already have a... You know..." - T
I said as i looked to the side with a red face.
"You have an erection?.." - C
My eyes opened wide and I covered my face in my hands immediately, dying of embarrassment.
"So I hit the nail in the head huh?.." - C
After a bit he pulled my hand away and smiled at me with a light smile, staring deeply into my eyes. He slowly leaned to my ear and whispered into it with a calm but playful voice.
"I don't really know how to... But~... If you want me to, I can try to help you with that with the best of my abilities.." - C
He slowly slid his hand down from my chest to the top of my pants and hung his fingers onto it.
"No... Stop... If we end up only as friends this would ruin everything... I couldn't remember you as the person I knew this far... I'd remember you as the first person I slept with..." - T
He looked into my eyes and sighed before getting off of me and sitting on the side of the bed.
"I understand. Go deal with it in the bathroom before it becomes painful." - C
I nodded and left for the bathroom with a bit of guilt and pressure weighing down my shoulders.
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(A/N: Well guess I'm at it once again 😰but chile I didnt write or read smut (even tho this wasnt smut just slight nsfw) since I finished "The 3rd" so I'm kinda out of the loop nowadays sooo if this shit was... Well uh.. shit? Then sorry bout that homeboah' I'm out of the loop 😭)
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