Overloaded Love (Pete Wentz fanfiction) ~COMPLETED~

I'm Not Okay (I promise)

SAMMY POV:

"How long till Pete gets home" Josh says sitting next to me on the couch "an hour" I say taking my sweater off revealing my scars it scares me just looking at them god what have I done.

"Do you want us to be with you or do you want us to stay outside, but we are not leaving just in case" Brendon says "I can do it myself" I mumble.

"God Sammy what have you done" Josh says look at my arms, there weren't that many cuts about 5 on each arm but they were pretty deep.

"Pete just texted me he is about ten minutes away he knows me and Josh are here" Brendon says "ok" I say starting to shake "Sammy come on you can do this" Josh says "I know" I reply.

We sat there in silence until we heard the door open "I'm home bitches" Pete yells coming sprinting into the lounge room I couldn't help but smile at his happiness I get up and go to hug him while Brendon and Josh were behind me.

"Josh come on let's hang outside" Brendon says practically dragging Josh outside.

"Come with me" Pete says I smile and follow him upstairs he takes me to our room and closes the door and starts making out with me next thing I know he pushed me on the bed and started taking his clothes off.

"Pete seriously really right now" I say not sure if I want to do this or not "Sammy I haven't seen you in three days let me have some fun" he says in a seductive voice, I was about to protest but he is already on top of me kissing me.

If the light was on he would have noticed my scars but it wasn't, next thing I know is he has a hold of my wrists and pinned them to the bed, fuck it hurt like a bitch I tried to hold the pain back but it was to much to handle.

"Pete your hurting my wrist" I say he didn't hear me "Pete get the fuck off me" I yell he finally gets off.

"What the fuck is on my hands" he says before turning on the light once the he turned the light on I could see there was blood on his hands.

I looked at my wrists and the wounds opened up and there was blood pouring out of them.

"Shit" I mumble Pete looks at me sadness in his eyes.

I was half expecting him to run out again but instead he went into the bathroom and brought some towels and bandages out and sat down next to me and started cleaning up my wounds.

"Why aren't you angry" I say looking at him "cause this is what I went through not to long ago and I was about to fall into that cycle again but that's when I met you...i love you Sammy so much and I know this is not you when I first
met you the thing I first noticed about you was you attitude the way you carry yourself your personality was amazing and not to mention you are a very hot person" he says.

"Can I ask one question" I say he nods "did you know" I ask "about what" he says "my arms" he chuckles "Sammy I knew something was going on since you have been wearing sweatshirts and it's bloody summer time".