Liam had taken me to dinner. It was our 2 year anniversary. He seemed different tonight, he wasn't himself, i could tell... anyone could tell.
We were at a resturaunt, which was attached to a 28 story hotel. After we finished dinner, Liam wanted to go to the roof "come on Emma" he tugged at my shirt leading me towards the elevator. I finaly gave in and followed him "you know i hate heights" i told him. He didn't reply. He just.. stood there. "Liam.. what's wrong. and don't lie to me." i demaned once we had reached the roof. He handed me a blind fold and told me to sit on the chair that was prepared. I sat down and tie the band around my eyes. "ok if you're not going to tell me that then tell me what's going on" i asked giggiling. "now whatever you do, you can't take the blind fold off okay Emma?" I heard liam walking, but he was walking away, in a different direction. "Liam!" i yelled, wanting an answer, he didn't answer me so i took my blind fold off. He was about 20metres away. He was standing on the edge of the roof. "no.. NO! LIAM GET AWAY FROM THERE ARE YOU CRAZY! YOU COULD DIE!!" i screamed at him "that's my point.. i want to die." he admitted. "don't come any closer or i'll jump!" he told me. I stopped in my tracks. "ok, ok!" i sobbed, tears running down my face. "PLease, don't make this any harder than it already is, I'm sorry alright? But i juts can't handle all this pressure.. the fame, i never knew it would get like this.." "i thought you knew what you knew were singing up for when you entered one direction Liam?" i asked "i did too.. but it's just gotten bigger, i can't stand to see you crying every night though. The pain, it's getting bigger and i can't control it anymore. I just want it all to go away" Liam stated, tear rushing down his face. I slowly took a step forward, followed by 5 more steps. Liam still hadn't jumped. "Liam, i love you. please don't do this" i sobbed. "i have to, good bye my love..i'll see you soon"
those were Liam's last words.
As he took his last step off i lunged forward to try and catch him, he i wasn'tfast enough. He was gone. I looked over the edge, my stomch churning. I saw Liam's splattered body, the size of an ant from where i was. A crowd soon gathered, cries of help were heard. I fell to the gorund sobbing. "NO LIAM! NOOOOOOO!" i screamed. But this was no ordinary, this was a screetch of pain and utter agony. I soon stood up and saw a bag, it was next to the chair Liam got me to sit on. I opened it up and found a set of instructions
To Emma,
I'm sorry, i must have out you through hell. I know you will never forgive me but please, if you want to be with me then heres what you have to do, you're going to have to be brave for me though Emma..
Grab the key from the bag and go to room 4 in floor 7. once you're there open the door and find your way to the bedroom. you'll see what you have to do when you get there, i'm sorry beautiful, but it's the only way. i love you unconditionaly.
I had followed the list of instuctions, when i entered the room i saw a cord handing from the ceiling fan. Itwas wraped around. I knew what i had to do. I was to commit suiced, i had to hang myself.
I walked over to the bed and stood on it, so i was able to reach the cord. I took 3 deep breaths then braced myself. "come on, you can do this" i prepared myself. "ready, 1,2.." i started sobbing. "ok yuo've got this, its going to be quick and painless.. ready?" i told myself. But with in seconds i was out of that room, far away from the hotel. I ran into a random street and fell to the rough ground crying. "Liam!" i repeated "why! why did you have to do this to me? i love you. this isn't fair. you're so fucking selfish! i hate you so much Liam!" i shouted towards the sky. "i'm sorry Liam, i can't do it. but maybe one day we will be reunited, i am going to miss you.." i whispered then stood up and calmly walked over to the scene where Liam's body was.
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