Shory [short stories]

shory: it's time for me to go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CrgXxS3GOE4 [play this song when reading]

it had been a year. A year since the love of my lfie had sadly, left us. We were married for 4 years, I have a daughter, she was only 3 when it happened. she didn't understand. She still waits for him. 

"Niall, please. just look at me. It's not your fault. You did fine! you didn't even mess up! what's wrong? tell me Niall!" i demaned as Niall jumped into the car with me after the concert. "its nothing.." he muttered. "Niall, it's never nothing." i asked before starting the car. "the fans.. the did it again.." he admitted. "oh come on Niall! you don't beielive them do you? please tell me you don't belive that bullshit!" i shouted. "Y/N I stand at the front of the stage, girls hold up signs with Harrys face, Liams face, Zayns face and Louis face.. thats it. They never incude me. why should i even be in the band? They shot out to me that im "useless" "ugly" "talentless" "discrasful" how do you think that makes me feel? i have to try and keep my sprits high though. that's the worst part. i have to hold it together untill the show is over!" Niall yelled crying. i pulled his face close to mine and kissed it "stop that!" i yelled "i love you and that's all that matters! you have a gorgeous daughter waiting for you. remember that" Niall sad face soon turned into a scared, horror, sorry.. expression. i looked at im curiously. "Niall.. you ok?" i asked. he nodded. no words though. I drove home. It was 9pm. Our darling was sleeping. The nanny left shortly after we arrived. I slipped into bed. Niall scrolled though his phone, on twitter proabably. Then he came and joined me, his eyes were red and puffy. "you will always love me right?" Niall whispered. "of course Niall.." i answered. "even if.. i.. if i did something unforgivable.." I looked deep into his eyes, shocked. "y- yes Niall.. what's going on?" i asked, my eyes tearing up. Nial shook his head and put on a smile. We both went to bed

That mornign i woke up and were i usually found Niall sleeping was an empty stop. I had walked into the bathroom calling his name. Every part of my body lost control and i feel to the floor when i opened the door. Tears had run down my face as i saw Niall dangaling from the roof, attached to a rope by his neck. I remember that Night so clearly. I wish i didn't but i do. I regret every day that i had of stayed up and talked with him, but i didn't i just left it. i though something was up but i didn't think it would turn out as this. 

I was screaming so loudly, crying. My daughter saw it, she knew who it was but she never fully understood. I'm waiting untill she's old enough to tell her. 

In the end we found a note, he had done it because of the hate and pain fame had caused him. he couldn;t handle it anymore and he felt like the only way to release the pain was to leave. for good.