Beomgyus POV
We're both in my bed watching a movie. I didn't really care about what movie so I just picked a random one. Yeonjun also doesn't seem to care much about it. He agreed immediately.
Or maybe he just likes the movie a lot?
Anyways... Im sitting a few inches next to him. I can sense the warmth of his body but can't yet feel it. I try to seamlessly scooch a bit over to him.
It's been already 40 minutes into the movie. Yeonjun and I didn't talk much during it. We just watched. I feel the tension tho. I know he feels it too. But we still both don't make a move.
I can't take it. I wanna touch him.
I let out a little yawn and go from my sitting position right now to lying next to him and resting my head on his shoulder.
That should be enough. He needs to make the next move!
Just like I hoped. He puts his arm around me and pulls me closer. My head is now resting on his chest. He's playing with my hair. Im glad he can't see me blush from here.
Even tho I can touch him now, I still feel the tension. I need more.
Should I make the next move? Am I thinking about this too much? I'll just stay here.
It's been an hour into the movie...
Fuck it!
I move my head to look him in the eyes. He looks down at me and I keep eye contact, hoping he'll get the hint. He did.
He moves down slowly and gives me a quick peck. Quick and soft. But it was still good. I liked it.
I felt this wave flushing through my body for a second and it stopped at my stomach. I have this feeling in my stomach like it wants more.
I put my hand from his chest to his jaw and pull him for another kiss. This time we kiss longer and harder.
Yeonjun grabs my shoulder and pushes me down and suddenly he's on top of me. He looks me in the eyes for a second before he kisses me again.
Both his hands are on each side of my head, supporting his body. I take a deep breathe because he makes me all nervous. I try to think of a next move but his lips already met mine before I could.
He kisses me with so much passion I could feel it from head to toe. It's like he took over my body. Took over my mind. All I have in my mind is him.
Yeonjun. All I have in mind is Yeonjun.
I put my arms around his back and I pull him closer. I wanna feel every inch of his body. I want him all over me. If I could i'd crawl into his skin to be as close to him as I can.
Even after all that. It's not enough. I still have this feeling. This longing for more.
Yeonjun separates our lips and looks me in the eyes. He takes a few deep breaths before he speaks up.
"Beomgyu.."
I love when he says my name. It sounds so much better coming from his mouth.
The way he looks at me tells me he feels it too. This longing...
So we kiss again. We kiss faster this time and harder. We kiss so hard that my lips are getting numb.
My hands get lost in his hair while he puts his on my waist. I know he wants to take my shirt off but he's hesitating.
I switch positions and get on top of him. I sit on his lap and take my shirt off. I can tell by his face that he didn't expect that from me.
I smile at him before I take off his shirt as well.
Now we're both shirtless. What now? What happens next? He makes me so nervous I can't even think straight.
But I didn't need to. He pulls me closer and its like he's telling me to calm down. So I do. My body relaxes.
In matter of a few moments we were both left with no pieces of clothes. I thought i'd get anxious but I wasn't at all. Especially if someone looks at you the way Yeonjun looks at me. Like i'm a piece of art.
(which he is!!)
We're back to him being on top of me. He kisses me. Oh I love when he does that. Nothing could make me feel this way. He kisses my lips, my cheek, my neck and my chest. He kisses me everywhere he wants to and I let him.
He looks at me and waits for a confirmation. I nod to show him that im fully ready for whatever might happen now.
Yeonjun slowly comes closer to my face and I feel each breath he takes on my skin. He gives me another slow and long kiss and without noticing he was already inside of me. He stayed like that for a second before he started moving.
While still kissing me I feel his whole body moving on top of me. In and out. I want to keep kissing him but I gotta breathe. With each move he takes my breath away.
Between every kiss I try and gasp for air. My breath becomes heavier and so does his. All you can hear is our heavy breathing and the pretty little things he would whisper in my ear. Oh the movie in the background. Im so focused on Yeonjun that my ears completely blocked the sound of the TV.
I look at Yeonjuns face. Mouth open slightly and breathing heavily. His hair falling into his face perfectly. His necklace dangling and tracing my face a few times. I put my hands around his neck and I feel his pulse racing and the warmth of his body. He leans down a few times to give me kisses. I can't help
but smile from ear to ear. His eyes look so much darker than usually but they say so much more now. It's like I can see right through him. He loves it. This very moment. The way I look at him and study him. The way I move my fingers on his skin. He loves it. Or at least that's what his eyes tell me.
Suddenly he thrusts in faster and harder and my breath gets heavier and louder. I look at the wall and bite my lip trying to keep quiet. I can't help but make some noise.
I can tell that he really enjoys that. The way I say his name. In a way he hasn't heard from me yet.
I enjoy seeing him enjoying something. So I continue and I get louder and he gets faster. Until he stops and his chest leans on mine. His head rests next to mine. Where it belongs. Right next to me.
We're still breathing heavily.
"Wanna shower?"
I try and turn to look at him just to be met with a grin on his face.
"Sure."
We took a shower together but not much happened. At least not what you would usually expect in the shower.
After about 30 minutes we're back in bed. And I can't stop thinking about it. I just had sex 30min ago. With Yeonjun. I had sex with Yeonjun. Even if it felt so amazing in the moment im just thinking about what's going to happen next. Now that sex is involved in this. What's going to happen to me and my feelings. What's going to happen to us. Im worried. But I try to not show it.
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im sooo sorry i took forever with this chapter😭 i had my final exams and was really busy but now i finally got the time i try and upload more regularly now!!!! thank you for being patient and thank you for all the votes!!! love yall
