Justin Bieber's Secret Microphone (On Hold )

Early Love

*Justin's P.O.V*

I want to look my best for tonight , we're not eating with the others as their leaving in the morning but seeing as i'v shown such a shrine to Alex , the crew thought it would be good if i took a couple days off with her . You know keep my head straight and take my mind off of my heart brake . I'm still broken though , how am i suppose to love again when i'm not even sure if i know how anymore ? Alex is a great girl though , am i falling for her ? I don't know anymore but i definitely like her , a lot !

"Ok you kids have a good time now" i hear Kenny call from the kitchen .

"That's if she hurry's her ass up" i chuckle as i wait at the bottom of the stairs , leaning on the banister .

"She is a girl!" i hear Jadens faint giggle.

"Ok , i'm ready now you inpatient swine!" she jokes in a groan as i hear high heels clip clop down the stairs . I waited until she reached the bottom as i turned around . She is just . . . i don't even know ? Is it legal to be that beautiful ? She is absolutely stunning . I don't feel worthy enough . I was only wearing a white shirt with a denim over jacket . She was wearing a denim small upper top , like half of a bikini sort of . Then floral shorts with some high heels , she looks perfect . Better than Selena ever has . Her body is just amazing . Her hair is so light and bouncy . I look her up and down and bite my lip , how am i going to contain myself from kissing her tonight ?

"You look . . . um . . . " i was speechless . Is there even a word ? I saw her trying to figure out what i was going to say as she came closer to me .

"Have i got to much body showing?" she quivers "I'll go change" and hops back up the stairs .

"No, no no no no" i hesitate and grab her waist . "You look perfect" i smile as she turns around and smiles even wider back .

"Really?" she shakes as she steps off the bottom step .

"I didn't know what to say Alex , your just stunning" i smirk .

"Not so bad yourself" she giggles , i chuckle back as i take her hand .

"By guys!" i shout as i open the front door . We heard a huge group of half mumble , half shout of goodbyes and then set off on a walk .

"We're walking?" she smirks .

"It's only up the road" i grin .

"We're not going to Madame Carlo are we?" she stops and hesitates . Just that one name of a restaurant brings everything back , the embarrassment , the anger , the heart brake . I sat down on the edge of the side walk as i threw a rock out onto the road . "Justin ? Is everything ok?" she slowly sets herself beside me . I feel really bad now , we only just got out the door and i'm already causing drama for her .

"Sorry" i smirk as i tilt my head down .

"No , don't be sorry Justin . I shoudln't of said that" and she tilts her head to rest on my shoulder . She really cares about me , i can see it . In the way she talks to me and hugs me . I stood up from the side walk as i stood over her and held out my hand . She looked up at me in question but took my hand anyway . I twitched me head to my shoulder , gesturing her to get up . She grins at me as we start to walk further up the road hand in hand . We didn't say anything the whole journey there , we just stroked each others hands as we walked along .