Justin Bieber's Secret Microphone (On Hold )

Missing You When You Weren't Even Mine

*Justin's P.O.V*

I came inside and wiped my feet on the mat as i saw Alex's mom looking up the stairs . When she heard me close the back door she quickly turned around . "Hey do you know what's up with Alex ? Is it because your leaving?" .

"I think so , i'v tried to talk to her but she won't answer me" i sigh as Courtney comes in .

"Who ? Alex ? She just came down here to talk to you ?" she gestures to up the stairs to where Alex's room was .

"She did?" i hesitate as she nods quickly . I ran up the stairs , skipping one each time . "Alex? What's wrong?" i knock hesitantly on the bedroom door .

"I don't know , you tell me ? The fact i'm a whore . That your glad your leaving and i'm not going with you . Was i just a joke to you ? A ticket out of your heart brake ? The sex for the night and then go back home?"

"What are you talking about of course not! What ? I don't understand?" i shout with frustration taking over my whole body .

"You know exactly what i'm talking about , i heard you !" she screams through her sobbing .

"I honestly have no clue what the matter is but whatever i have done wrong i'm sorry!"

"Sorry isn't even enough" i hear her sigh , blubbering away .

"I'm so confused right now?!"

"It's not confusing at all" she sighs again , heavier this time .She opened the door slowly "Just grab your stuff and go now" you flicks her hand over to my already packed suitcase . I looked up to her red puffy , sore eyes and felt a strike of guilt through my heart . I have no idea what i'v done to her but i still feel guilty .

"I really have no idea what i'v done just tell me!" i hesitate , not wanting to go get my case .

"I don't want to talk about it anymore , just go . This was a bad idea!" she starts to cry again so i just did as she said as i  bring my suitcase down stairs . Out of her way .

I sat downstairs on the couch , racking my brain on to what i could have said or done to hurt her so bad . "Is everything alright?" Courtney comes and sits next to me . "I heard shouting?" .

"I have no idea what i'v done wrong" i sigh and i hold my head in my hands .

"I know what you two did last night" she sighs .

"You do?" i shoot up .

"I wasn't really expecting it at all , especially so quick but-"

"We should have never of done it , i'm sorry"

 "No it's alright , i think it's sweet" she smiles .

"Oh , ok" it made me smile as well even though i still had that clear thought sitting in my head that Alex hates me and i have no idea why .

"Shall i go talk to her?" Courtney rubs my back .

"Please . Would you?" i smile .

"Course" she nods and she sprouts up and jogs upstairs .

*Alex's P.O.V*

No idea ? No freak'n idea ? What an ass hole ! "Alex? Can we talk?" i heard Courtney . She barged her way into my room .

"There's nothing to talk about!" i sigh to her .

"Yes , there is!" she scoffs "Justin really has no clue what's wrong . I think you have misunderstood" .

"I don't care , i want him out of here and why is it always you having to clear things up!!?"

"Jesus Alex . Chill , i'm only trying to help!" she hesitates .

"Whatever you do it won't help , i don't want to talk . Just leave me alone!"

"But Alex , what the hell is up with you ? Just listen will yo-"

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" i scream . She shot dead silent and stormed out . I began to cry hysterically to myself . God i'm such a mess and it's all his fault .

*Justin's P.O.V*

"She won't listen" i hear Courtney sigh down the stairs . "She's in a terrible mood , she's really hurt i can tell . She is never like that even when she's upset" . I realised whatever i have said to make her so mad it must be pretty bad .

"I guess i'll have to leave then" i heavily sigh as i stand up with my suitcase . I saw Courtney's eyes well up as she wrapped her arms around me .

"I know deep down she still loves you , i know you were never really together but i know she loves you to death . Just give her time" she whispers in my chest .

I nod as i hug her tight . "Here's my number , ring me when she's ready to talk . i'm coming back after the show in two days so" i smile as i hand her my number . She clutches onto it and smiles back . "Thank you for everything . Tell Ricky i said thanks oh and the mother to please" i wink to Courtney . I already texted Kenny to come pick me up early .

"Love you!" she shouted through the front door as i made my way into Kenny's car as he pulled up .

"Love you!!" i shouted back .

{ At Justin's Hotel }

"So you have no idea what you said?" Scooter questions .

"No" i shrug .

"Do you recall anything you said that realted at all to what she said had hurt her?"

"How the hell am i suppose to know?" i scoff .When it clicked "Hold up , i was on the phone to Jaden and we were talking about Selena" i nodded to Jaden as he clicked his attention to me after staring at the TV .

"Oh right yeah what about it?" he smiles .

"She must of heard me talking about Selena and thought i was on about her!" i stood up as a light bulb lit up above my head . "I have to go back!!" i shout as i run to the exit door of our room .

"Justin you can't now . You have to do this show!" Scooter stands up . I felt devistated , as much as i love my fans i really want to make this right with the only girl i think will ever love me for who i am , not for what i have . I nod and sit back down beside Jaden .