*Alex's P.O.V*
I tried to lay still in bed but i can't stop thinking about Justin . Courtney told me not to listen to the speaker anymore because it will just make me more upset . She says i should forget and throw it away . How can i do that ? I'm part of this now ! I switch the speaker on and listen .
*Justin's P.O.V*
"Justin , you will find someone worthy of your time ,you know that . It's just Selena was not meant for you" Ryan comforts me .
"She played me instead" i sob .
"Forget her , forget about everything . Think about how many girls out there love the bones off of you!"
"None of them know me though Ryan" i sigh .
"Your beliebers do" he smiles .
I look up at him and smile back , he's right . They all love me and i love them , i bet one day i will meet one of them and she will be the one . My beliebers are everything to me , so why can't i fall in love with one?
"Your right man" i nod . "I just tried so hard to make her happy . I feel like a failure , a fool" i sigh and down and slouch .
"Your the most successful person i know , how could you be a failure?" Ryan smirks.
"I just think i'm doing something wrong"
"Dude , i wish i could come up with the things you do for your lady . Your a genius !" he shouts .
He really was saying the truth . I mean i am pretty good with the lady's ;) .
"Alright man" i laugh "I'm gunna get some rest , see you in the morning" i smile and cuddle up in my covers .
"G-night man" he friendly says and crawls inside his bed .
I faked that smile . I can't go to sleep , i really loved her . I keep letting it play on my mind but there is nothing else i can think of but her . I can't help but let the tears out and Ryan and Alfredo fall asleep really easily so i could cry all night if i wanted to . I gave her everything , why ? I just don't understand ? What does Josh Hutcherson have , that i don't have ?
*Alex's P.O.V*
Flip flippering flipping hell . I hate Selena Gomez ! Why just why , i can't stop crying now he is . Right tomorrow , tomorrow i'm finding him and i'm telling him . I don't care about the media , school , bitches . I'm telling him !
I grabbed my phone and unlocked it , quickly logging onto twitter i tweeted Justin , Pattie , Kenny , Scooter , Alison , Scrappy , Alfredo , Ryan and Jaden ! All 10 times so they would just have to read my tweets . I then locked my phone i tried to go to sleep but kept the speaker on so i could still hear he was alright . Even though i knew he wasn't .
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I shot up from bed and grabbed my phone . Tapped on the connect button . Dead , nothing at all . "Bugger!" i screamed .
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Justin Bieber's Secret Microphone (On Hold )
FanfictionI can hear your every word and it all makes sense to me Justin . You don't know a thing and i'm distraught that you don't . I can hear you , singing in the bathroom , your convocations , your funny jokes with Ryan and Alfredo . I can hear them all o...
