1week later..
"Ok Papa I'm sorry baby mommy is coming" I sighed as I shook his bottle and he cried as if somebody was killing him.
Going into the living room I picked him up off the couch and stuck the bottle in his mouth and he sucked it calming down.
Wow what the fuck this shut is not easy doing it alone.
Looking around the house as I rocked Asad back and forth as he ate the house was a complete disaster.
I haven't had any sleep since we came home from the hospital it was diapers clothes shoes everything all over I haven't showered in days I was honestly stressed.
Where the fuck is my phone
Hearing a knock at the door I sighed to myself and went over to the door and opened it.
Seeing Greg Moni,Swerv and Rell I sighed.
"Oh my god"moni mumbled as she pulled me into a side hug since I had the baby in my hands.
Immediately crying they came in and closed the door.
"I'm trying to be the best mom it's fucking hard by myself I'm stressed I stink I can't get no sleep he won't stop crying I don't know what to doooo" I said as Greg took the baby out my hand allowing moni to fully embrace me.
"It's ok baby that's why we came nobody heard from you and your calls weren't going through so we had to pull up because your mom was worried sick but you're not alone, I tell u what go upstairs get yourself together take a nap we gonna keep the baby downstairs with us and won't bother you we even gonna clean the house for you I gotchu sis"she said as I nodded.
Ok I'm gonna take a quick shower and like a hour nap.
"Y'all shouldn't have to take care of my child" I told her as she rolled her eyes.
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-10 hours later 9:10 pm
Jumping up out my sleep I looked around my room and seen the baby laying next to me.
Looking over at my nightstand I seen that someone plugged in my phone making me feel better
My main girl👯♀️ 1h ago
We left everything is cleaned and done we took care of everything for you your mom came past and dropped some food off don't forget if u need anything call me love u boop❤️
Smiling to myself i hearted her message and got up and went downstairs.
It's sooo much better in here wow
Going to the microwave I seen the plate in there it had Mac and cheese fried chicken cornbread cabbage and yams.
Warming it up I decided to check my phone since I haven't been on it in 3 days.
Seeing a bunch of missed calls from messiah I sighed to myself knowing that he's probably worried.
Getting my food and going back upstairs I sat on my bed turned the tv on and began eating.
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-"Papa mommy loves you sooooo much" I said kissing his cheeks as he smiled.
Damn I really got a son
Staring at him in awe i just admired him as he yawned and closed his eyes.
"Papas you goin to sleep on mommy already" i said kinda sad.
"Aweee you so handsome son mommy gonna take a picture of you" I mumbled grabbed my phone snapping pictures.
Should I show his face yet hmm fuck it.
Immediately everyone started liking and replying to the story making me smile.
"Call from unknown number"Siri said as I answered hesitantly.
"Yo who this."
"Why the fuck u ain't been answering my calls Sah'Yarah" I said hearing messiahs voice.
"Well hello to you too and my phone has been dead for the past couple days your son was in here putting me through hell until Moni and them came over and let me get myself together"
"Oh shit I'm sorry mamas I really am are you cool"
"Yeah I'm better now I finally got the chance to wash up and sleep so now I feel like I can function again" I mumbled.
"Ok that's good I'm sorry I'm not there for you mama but you a strong ass woman I know you can do it and hold it down."he said making me smile.
"What they saying as far as your situation."
"Uh my mom still working with the lawyer but they said it's no evidence but I can get like 3 months up in this jawn cause I violated probation since they booked me with my gun." He said making me sigh
"When you come home ima need you to do better not for me but for yourself and your child messiah"
"I am mamas I promise I am but I gotta go they finna put us in"he mumbled.
"Ok I love u papi be safe in there" I said as he was about to say something back but the call hung up.
Sighing to myself I rubbed my hands through my hair as I stared at the wall.
Wtffff
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