Secrets

Is She Real?

Part 78!

Jane P.O.V

Jungkook: Don't cry. It hurts.

This time I didn't bother to wipe my tears. They've already seen me crying like a 'ninth-grade girl who just got dumped by the Playboy.' He said beside me and I rested my head on his shoulder.

At least I have a shoulder to cry. Well, seven.

My body started to shake and I stood up, running down to my room. I locked the door and I looked at my shaking hand. My breathing rate started to increase and I leaned myself over the table. In no time I lost control over my body and started to threw everything here and there, thinking that it'll at least calm me a bit. The glass shattered loud and I heard banging on my door. I ignored it and started to tear every single paper in my sight. The glass got stuck in my skin and blood rushed out of it but I didn't cared. Soon I heard the members screaming my name.

Jimin: Jane! Are you okay baby? Open the door for us please.

Jane: Just leave please!

Namjoon: Jane, listen to us please. Open the door, we can talk about it.

Jane: I Don't Wanna Talk!

Seokjin: Jane, darling please open the door. Let us in. Don't hurt yourself. Don't suffer alone. We're together right? We laughed together, then why are you crying alone? We're here for you open up please.

I stopped whatever I was doing and slowly stood up, walking towards the door. I held the door knob with my shaking hand when suddenly someone yelled.

Yoongi: Just Open The Fucking Door Jane! Stop All This!

Unknowingly my hand jerked and the door slightly opened. I tried to close it but he was faster and opened the door with full force. All of them were greeted by the mess I just made. They sighed and walked towards me but Yoongi oppa stopped them.

Yoongi: What's wrong with you?

Jane: What?

Yoongi: Why are you doing all this? For sympathy? Or for attention?

Hoseok: What are you talking about?

Yoongi: You guys should stop being a fool. Grace never existed. She was just her imagination!

Jane: Stop Talking Shits When You Don't Know Anything!

Yoongi: I Do Know Everything! Grace was never there! It was all your imagination! Come back to reality! You can't always live like this!

Jane: Who Said Grace Is Not Real?! Stop Assuming Things!

Yoongi: I'm Not Assuming Anything! There's Nothing About Her! Not Even A Single Clue!

Jane: Stop! Please!

Yoongi: I won't! You need to face it. I don't want you to suffer like this. Please. Forget her.

He said falling on his knees, crying. I walked to reach him and held him by his shoulders.

Jane: I'm not lying. She is real. And even if you need proof I'll show you. But please don't say that she's not real. All that I experienced was with her. There's nothing without her.