𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; Tom Kaulitz

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; 05

★    You hid your face in your lyric notebook, trying to avoid talking and looking at Tom, though this part of you wanted to look at him and wanted him to comfort you. He walked closer to the bed and crossed his arms. "You think I don't know you by now?" He said you mumbled some lyrics from your book "Why is it so hard to see.. if I slit my wrists I would bleed, if you look closely you will see im imperfect I'm a human like you... talk and talk.." you sang from your favorite song of the new album, trying hard to get away of your tears because he was here now and that's all you wanted.

He took off his stuff and quickly changed, you didn't pay any attention and continued to sniffle. After he was done changing he walked over to you and gently lifted the book from your hands slowly. You let him but when he completely took it out of your hands you quickly turned your head acting like something caught her attention. He put his hand on your face and moved your head in his direction, he saw you were crying and opened his arms out for you. There was this rejection feeling but this is all you wanted but he moved closer.

He ran his hands on the side of your face, getting rid of the tears. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you closer to him and you just sighed, feeling embarrassed because you were never this open to someone. "Are you ready to talk to me?" He asked, you just shrugged your shoulders not wanting to talk at all. He rubbed your arm before getting comfortable. "So why were you crying Y/N was it because of what happened at the restaurant? Your seriously crying about that." He said, you pushed him away from you and crossed your arms looking away from him.

"No, that's not why I'm mad, I was just frustrated that I couldn't think of good lyrics for my new album." You lied, he laughed again and looked at you. "That's the biggest lie you've ever told me, now what happened Y/N," he said, you were upset that he knew you so well then you realized how much you didn't change in lying. Your lying skills were and still are horrible. "Fine, I was upset that you picked that girl over me and I was hoping you would apologize but you never did so I just cried because I felt like a fool believing you would change." You weren't expecting a response from him and you just got under the covers and moved your body the opposite way.

Tom went under the covers and you thought you guys were going to go to bed mad and you didn't want that, then you felt someone's body love close to you then you felt Tom wrap his arm around your waist, and moved you closer to him. "How about... I make it up to you right here, right now, and later on today. How does that sound hm?" He said, you sighed and placed your hand on top of your hands. "I would like to keep my virginity, I'm only 14." You said he flipped you on your back, you thought he was going to do something you didn't want to do but he laid his head on his chest and just wrapped his arms around you and soon you heard him snoring. "There better be something good happening later, because if you think you're getting me that easily then your mistaken Tom Kaulitz." You said to yourself then you fell asleep.

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★    You woke up, with a pounding headache and stomach pain, you opened your eyes to see Tom wasn't in the room, you heard his voice out there and it seemed like he was talking to your dad. He sat up and rubbed your eyes before getting up and stretching. When you fixed the pillows you looked at the sheets and your eyes widened "shit.." you said, you grabbed the sheets and ran to the bathroom, you turned on the water, and filled the tub up with warm water, then you threw the sheets in and washed them. After 10 minutes of washing, they were completely clean then you threw and hung them up, after doing so you added new sheets and made the bed then your stomach started hurting again, you rushed to the bathroom, closing the door, and dialed your stepmother, soon she didn't pick up then you heard a knock at the door, before you could say anything you started throwing up.

After you were done you said "occupied.." embarrassed but still felt like you had to throw up, and soon you did end up throwing up. You flushed the toilet and looked in the cabinet, you grabbed a box and walked out of the bathroom, you grabbed new clothes and went back to the bathroom to take a shower. When you finished you got out and did everything you had to do then you put your old clothes in a plastic bag and set them inside a cabinet and walked out of the bathroom. When you walked out bedroom you saw everyone was dressed up nicely, they looked at you and you looked down at yourself. You had sweatpants on a baggy shirt and socks on, you looked up and your stepmother looked at you worried "Honey.. your eye bags are horrible what's wrong?" She said concerned. "You have to get ready, we're all going to a music festival." Your father said, you held your stomach and looked at your dad.

"Dad I can't go... I don't feel good" you said to your dad, Tom looked worried at you, and everyone looked at Tom. "I don't want to get sick," Tom said he sounded like he was mad at you now, but that didn't help you just looked down and your stepmother let go of you. "It's not contagious." Your father looked at you then you realized your shirt, he put his hands over his head and looked away from everyone else letting a sigh, you knew why he was acting like that. He walked over to you and just hugged you then Bill realized your shirt and held his head down.

"I know... want to go visit him?" Your dad said and you just nodded. He called a limo and when it arrived you grabbed a box that you always carried around with you and you all got into the limo. After 45 minutes the limo stopped at an abandoned flower park. "What are we doing here?" Tom asked them soon Georg hide his face and you got out, everyone got out and the limo stayed there then you started walking and everyone followed you.

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