𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; 30

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You and Tom have been married for 2 years now and you guys already have a set of twins who just turned 1 their names are Amory and Ansel and they are both boys. You and Tom have went on great lengths to avoid talking about what you both have been through with your kids, it took countless conversations and took some arguments but you both agreed that you would only talk about it unless they ask you about it.

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It's 4 in the morning and you are in the twins room exhausted because you haven't been getting a lot of sleep. You are breastfeeding the twins and it hurts to breastfeed because your breasts are sore. After Ansel is finished eating you can tell he's sleepy so you lay him down in the bed and you look over at Amory who is still struggling to eat because nothing it coming out, you pull your bra up and Amory starts to scream and cry and you just hold him close and patt his back trying to get him to sleep. After 2 hours Amory finally goes to sleep and you set him down on his bed.

You walk out the room and walk upstairs slowly and quietly. When you get upstairs Tom comes up to you and you could tell that he seems a bit upset with you. "We need to have a talk." He says seriously and you nod he walks to the room and you follow him, closing the door behind him. You both sat down on the bed and you looked at him and he looked at you but something felt different about the way he was looking at you.
"Our boys are 1 now, everytime me and Bill go for a interview they always ask for photos of the twins what are you so ashamed about? That people are going to judge you for having a child of me? Are you the one embarrassed and ashamed of me now?"

He says and you get a bit defensive. "Me ashamed? Weren't you the one ashamed of me for years and only wanted to-" you were cut off when Tom got up and started yelling. "AND I APOLOGIZED FOR MY MISTAKES RIGHT? AND YOU FORGAVE ME, YOU SAID YES TO DATE ME YOU SAID YES TO MARRIAGE YOU CHOOSE TO HAVE MY KIDS YOU CAN'T REVERSE THIS SHIT ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?"

He shouts and you get up as well but you hear the boys crying and you walk to their room but Tom gets in front of you. "Let me calm them down because obviously whatever you do doesn't work. And tomorrow the public will see my kids." He says slamming the door shut and running down to the boys room. You sit down on the bed frustrated you exit the room and grab your keys and start to exit the house and Tom notices you. "Where are you going." He says and you ignore him walking out of the door and into the car.

You sit in the car and just put your head down and close your eyes wishing everything was better and then you started to think what would happen if you didn't marry Tom. You end up falling asleep in the car. 6 a.m comes around and you've gotten one hour of sleep when you wake up to the sound of thundering when you look out the car window you see it's pouring rain outside you get out the car and walk back into the house.

When walk into the house the first person you see is Tom and he walks over to you and grabs you by your waist pulling you in a kiss but you don't kiss him back. "Tom I don't think this is going to work.. we keep arguing.." you say and Tom's eyes widen he shakes his head and you start tearing up a bit. "Listen, I was wrong and I know but every good marriage has arguments here and there were not always going to agree okay? I promise it won't happen again can you trust me?" He asks and you nod, he picks you up and takes you to the bedroom where he gives you one of his shirts to sleep in, when you lay down he lay's down close to you and you both fall asleep.

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PRESENT DAY. JUNE 07, 2016. YOU AND TOM ARE FINISHING YOUR LOVE DOCUMENTARY.

"And he stook to that promise, that was the last and final argument and here we are today.. our boys are 3 years old and we've been happily married for 6 years. Back when I was a teenager I wished I didn't spend so much time of my life being in love with Tom but I'm glad I am and I wouldn't change what happened for the world." You say and look over at Tom who's getting the boys ready, Tom smiles and looks at you before speaking. "It's been a lot, but I'm just glad we're hear." He says kissing you.

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𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; Tom Kaulitz comes to a end.

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