𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; Tom Kaulitz

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; 21

★ you found a parking spot and got out, your brother also got out and after he shut his door you locked the car and started walking. As you walked closer to the entrance where the group of crowd one boy turned around and saw you and yelled"HEY EVERYONE!! LOOK Y/N LISTING IS HERE!!" The crowd turned around and started rushing towards you and they were all screaming, you grabbed your brothers hand and held it tight not wanting him to get bashed into the crowd. You saw the band looking at you. You pretended that you didn't see them.

The crowd really started to piss you off and when one boy pushed your little brother you snapped. You stopped walking and turned around. "Listen, as much as I love all my fans can you guys please leave me be, I'm like all of you I'm human!! Can I just please have some privacy I mean you guys are ambushing my little brother who has conditions! You guys could seriously harm him just please leave me be and when I leave the mall you guys can have my autographs! Just please." After you said that they started walking away and they left the band alone as well.

When you walked pass Tom you realized he had braids now, it showed that he matured and soon you felt someone grab your hand and tug you, when you turned around it was Tom?! "I know damn well he didn't just ghost me for 10 months and expect me to be all over him." He smiled at you and you and your brother glared at him, he raised an eyebrow and you tugged your arm back "thanks." You said Georg picked up your brother and the rest of the band started to walk away, you were confused but then you realized they planned this.. but how? It was just you and Tom and you crossed your arms looking at him. "Listen I'm sorry for just leaving you like that without a trace but you have to understand I just wasn't matured yet, I missed my party's I missed my one night stands and I was just hard so when we all went on break I tried my hardest to mature and I think I finally have matured." He said, your heart dropped and so did your stomach. It felt like your heart shattered into a million pieces.

"I wish you didn't take my virginity, I wish I said no I wish I didn't meet you again.. I.. I wish I didn't meet you in the first place I wish I didn't say yes I wish I.. I wish you weren't in my life at all.." You said, of course you didn't mean it but Tom saw the tears forming in your eyes and he grabbed your arm pulling you close and giving you a hug, your relationship with Tom was starting to begin extremely unhealthy and you knew your brother and mother were going to be disappointed in your choices. "I know you don't mean that." Tom said you just stood there for a minute "I meant the first 3 things." You said seriously and he stopped holding you and just looked at you. Tom saw a necklace that you had it was easy to see because of the way your dress was, it was a necklace he gave you back in the sixth grade, he looked down at you and you looked up at him.

He grabbed his necklace that was tucked into his shirt that revealed the second part of your necklace. "I never took it off." He said and you just looked at him "neither did i.." you said still looking up at him. You were falling for him all over again and you hated yourself for it "damnit." You said and Tom just laughed and held his hand out for yours, you placed his hand on top of his and he firmly held your hand and you both walked into the mall holding hands, you saw flashes from the side and you know paparazzi was here at the mall and you tried to hide yourself and Tom picked you up and held you bridal style and you just laughed at his actions.

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★ After hours of shopping Tom took you and your brother back to him and Bill's house, you saw the way Tom was taking care of your brother and you just fell in love with him more, he was so good with kids and you just liked how gentle he was with your younger brother. Bill comes and sits down next to you and laughs a bit. You look over at Bill and you smile a tiny bit "how's your throat doing?" You ask him politely he looks at you and his eyes widen "Y/N?! THATS YOU?! HOLY COW I DIDN'T RECOGNIZE YOU!!" Bill shouted and then started to cough a bit you burst out laughing and after a moment you nod. "That's a shocking! Well my throat still hurts to yell like that but overall I've been alright, I'm super excited for this tour next month how about you? Anything new with you?" He asks.

You didn't want to say you've been distracted by your career because of Tom but you sat there and thought about it then you realized your modeling career. "I haven't dropped any new albums yet, I've been working on 2 but I've been distracted.. and I've been modeling and I've been on TV a lot so there hasn't been really any time for music." You say and Bill nods "I can understand but what else have you've been distracted by?" Bill says raising an eyebrow and your brother shouts out Tom's name replying to Bill for you and both of the twins look at you. "Thats not true! I've had a boyfriend!" You say but you were obviously lying, the twins raised their eyebrows more and you stand up grabbing your bag.

I don't really feel good I think I'm going to head home, Elie do you want to stay? Elie gets away from Tom and walks over to you and you smile at him, you say goodbye to everyone in the band and then you drive on home, on your way there all you could think about was Tom he was stuck in your mind but this one was worse then before. "Why did you lie about having a boyfriend?" Elie asks and you look at him then you thought about how you wasted years of happiness waiting for Tom. "I don't know.. I guess it's embarrassing that ive been in love with Tom for 11 almost 12 years and I've been waiting for him all this time." You say and your brother just nods his head listening to your statement. He thinks for a bit before saying something. "You know, your birthday is coming up next week if Tom doesn't ask you out or do anything by then I'd advise you to look for someone else and move on for the better." He says as you pull into the driveway and unbuckle your seatbelt.

"You're right bud, thank you. I'm going to head to bed but enjoy your night. I love you Elie." You say getting out the car and walking inside with Elie, when you both get into the house he hugs you and heads to his room, you walk over to your room and shut the door changing and getting ready for bed. You lay down on your bed and you stare at the wall, eventually after a couple of minutes of twisting, turning, and trying to find a comfortable spot you finally find one and you fall asleep.