𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; Tom Kaulitz

𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; 31

I look at Tom who's sitting across from me playing with the boys, something has been a bit off about him recently, like he's been avoiding me for some reason. I try not to do anything or say anything about it. We've married after all with children so if things were to happen then he would talk to me about it. Right?
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That was the dumbest thing a person could say all day. I sit down on the bed, after a long day from work. Tom isn't here and neither are the boys so I have the whole house to myself but what do I do? Everything's taken care off. I tried to ask for advice from my mother about Tom being distant and she told me he could be seeing someone else. I didn't know what to think of it, I thought it was impossible because he isn't that type of person anymore and he wouldn't take the kids if he was actually cheating on me.

Valentine's day is around the corner, I try to think that maybe he's doing something nice for me for Valentine's and that's why he's been distant. This isn't the first time he's been distant, he has showed signal's of falling out of love time before but that seems impossible right now, it was only when we were in a low time in our relationship after the twins were born. Maybe if I check his laptop? No no, I probably shouldn't that's invading his privacy. But he's not home.

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I took a nap, trying to distract myself from everything going on, but it was eating me alive to find out. I grabbed his laptop and opened it, there was a passcode so I put in 'Tokio Hotel's and it opened. That was easy enough for me. I decided to check his emails, I log into his emails and the first thing I see catches my attention quick. "Are you still coming at 5:00 with the kids Tommy?" The email said, I didn't want to explore anymore.

I checked the time, 6:00. I hear the front door open and the sound of the boys running in yelling for me. I shut the computer off immediately and put it back into the spot. I didn't cook dinner so I decided to just go out to eat. I grab my wallet and put my hair into a ponytail. I walk out and look at the three of them who are looking at me.

"You didn't make dinner I'm assuming." Tom said a little bit upset. I wanted to snap at him but I couldn't, not in front of the kids at least. I sigh and grab the car keys. "I thought maybe we could go out to eat." I replied back with the same serious tone he had.

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The boys wanted McDonald's, nothing's wrong with that. When we got home they ate and I put them to sleep. Tom was on the bed on his laptop while I had just gotten out of the shower. I needed to have a talk with him, I couldn't let anything pass by me especially this. If he wanted to leave he can I wasn't going to force him.

In other arguments I begged him to stay, I didn't want him leaving and I wanted the kids to grow up with a father because Tom and I didn't get to. I sit down next to him, he doesn't pay any attention to me and I noticed his wedding ring seemed loose, like he has been taking it off and putting it back on.

"Tom, we need to talk." I say seriously. He turns his computer off and looks at me, his face cold and serious. "Go on, im listening." He says also serious. I hesitate a bit, I don't know what to say, well I do but now it's not coming out. "Im not going to force you to be with me anymore, if you want to leave go." I say seriously even though it broke my heart to let go of the boy I've loved all my life.

A smile creeped onto his face. It's February 13th the worst thing would to be unhappy on Valentine's Day. Even though its an hour till Valentine's day. A smirk now creeps onto Tom's face, it wasn't long till I was pinned onto the bed with his hand on my neck, he kissed me it was rough and I didn't know what to do in that moment, it wasn't what I was expecting. AT ALL.

He begins to explore my body with his free hand, he goes lower but it wasn't long until I grabbed his hand and stopped him. "Tom, the kids.." I whisper, he just smirks at me and kissed my neck. "Don't worry about them, if you get to loud I know how to make you shut up.. but cmon I've been craving you for so long darling, please let me have this, just for one night.. let me have all of you." He whispers in between kisses.

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We did it, we did it. From February 13th at 11:02 p.m to February 14th at 5:16 a.m I don't know how the hell we managed to do it for 6 hours but maybe it was because we tried everything. The next morning I lay under the covers, Tom's hand is wrapped around my waist, he's right behind me. He has his boxers on and I have his shirt on.

The kids burst in with Simone, with breakfast on a tray. Tom and I wake up, I pull the covers up a bit to when their at both Tom and I's waist. The kids made us breakfast and it was so sweet of them. "Awh thank you boys this is so sweet.. how about today, we all spend Valentine's day together?" I ask everyone in the room, I look at Simon and shake my head meaning I was including her.

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A/N.
HEY YAWL IM HERE.
please note; this story did come to a complete end on chapter 30. please don't expect me to upload frequently because i will not. i will post some chapters here and there showing more of Y/N and Tom's life together but know the book officially ended on chapter 30.

now i know books tend to get boring if they keep uploading and uploading and that's why im saying it ended at chapter 30 so just in case you guys get bored of it you won't have to feel like you have to finsih the book, you really don't :).