Broken (thomas-brodie sangster fanfic)

Date

TW : abuse , self harm

Your POV / Madison's POV :

I woke up at nine feeling excited for my date with Thomas. I got up brushed mu teeth, washed my face and got into a white blouse patterned with roses at the neck line and cut off from the shoulders. I wore a light blue denim skirt with white sneakers. I put half of my hair up into a bun and lightly curled the other half that was flowing just past my shoulders. I went downstairs into the kitchen to make myself breakfast but i saw a shadow in the kitchen. I grabbed a baseball bat because as far as i knew Max texted me last night saying that he and Rose were staying in a hotel.  I was about to whack the person and knock the crap out of em when they stopped the bat. "Woah love. It's only me." I immediately knew the voice and dropped the bat sighing that it wasn't a random stranger. He laughed and laid breakfast on the table. Pancakes with maple syrup and coffee. I finished and that's when i realised he was in black jeans, shirt and pumps. He threw on a hoodie and led me to his car. "You look stunning by the way." I blushed at his comment and muttered "thanks." He laughed at my shyness and started driving.

We arrived after an hour at a theme park. My favourite one to be exact. Drayton manor (Thomas Land). We had an amazing time. We went on the pirate ship, drunken barrels, thomas the train and many more. We had lunch which was ice cream. We went to the zoo and saw meerkats, snakes, birds and monkeys. We sat down at a bench and it was now quiet as everyone was leaving. He suddenly asked you a question. "That night we were in Dylan's room i heard your brother say 'give me a chance.' What did that mean?"
" I'm an orphan along with my brother. It's time you know my full story."

"When i was 14 i was in love with one of the boys from my biology class. Mum and dad wouldn't approve of him amd i didn't want to ruin the family relationship that i had with them so i didn't dare him. His name was Charlie and i thought he was completely innocent. He wasn't. The night that mum and dad died was because charlie killed them. He said it was 'so we could be together.'" At this point i was crying all over again but i carried on anyway. "He made me promise not to tell anyone. Otherwise he would kill Max and i couldn’t lose him as well so i nodded. I went on to have a relationship with him which he forced me into as he would kill Max if i didn't. He abused me and used me and deleted all my contact with you and anyone else. The police caught him abusing me. When i asked who told them because i didn't they said it was Max as he knew that i would be at his place. They arrested him and took him away. That's when i came back to live with Max. But i couldn't take that Charlie killed mum and dad so i cut myself." I pulled up my sleeve to show him the cuts on my arm. It took him a few moments ro realise that the cuts made a sentence. I tried to pull my sleeve down but he stopped me. I could see tears form in his eyes and spill down his cheeks. I was crying silent tears as well. I carried on. "The self harm went on for a few months when I finally stopped." When i looked up, Thomas had tears streaming down his face as i wiped mine. He wiped his away.

My head was now buried in his shoulder. He wiped my tears away with his thumbs and without thinking he kissed me. His soft lips on mine both of us moving in sync. His scent was comforting. We both pulled away and he said "I'm sorry you had to go through that." Then after a few moments of silence he said "will you be my girlfriend?"
"Is that even a question? Heck yes!  But we take it slow."
"Sure. And i won't ever use you or abuse you the way he did."
"Thanks Tommy."

We went home and into bed and that's when i realised this is the beginning of something new.

A/N please vote, comment and share. Feel free to message me with any requests. Message me if you think i should do a sequel.