Tension MAX!!!

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We'd arrived at the party, and the other 3 girls were nowhere to be seen, or at least, until Rika ran over to them yelling and pulling me with her.
"Hey! Dalia! Marika! Saori! Sorry I'm late!"
She jumped in front of them, and I awkwardly stood behind her.
"This is Y/N! Y/N, these are my friends Dalia, Marika, and Saori, I don't think you guys have met before?"
I took a small step forward and shyly waved. Marika then stepped closer and leaned in.
"Hmm, I feel like I've seen you before... oh! I know! The guy that tried to ask Rika out! Looks like it worked, then!" She laughed.
"N-No! It's nothing like that! I don't want to get into it, but..." Rika cut me off.
"This music is hype! I'll go get us some drinks, K?"
Rika ran off somewhere out of my view.
"I'm sorry, guys. I know you probably don't want me here, do you?"
Saori smiled and shook her head.
"Don't worry, it's nice having someone new every once in a while."
"Thank you."
I bowed, and Saori looked confused.
"Anyway, what do you think of Rika?" Marika asked. To be honest, I'm not so sure myself.
"Well... hmm... I think that she -"
"Hey guys! What did I miss? You're not dissing me, are you?"
Rika had returned, and without her knowing, she had saved me once again.
"No, no, of course not!" Saori replied.
Rika handed us the drinks, and the music changed suddenly.
"Wow! This song gets me really hyped! We should dance!" Rika ran to the dance floor with the other 3 close behind, and I was left on my own with some random cup of alcohol. I guess I'll go sit down and drink it.

I sat down at the bar and stared downwards, I was on my own again. But still, it was refreshing, knowing that I had arrived with someone else. Maybe I'll just get super drunk and pass out again.
Sure enough, over 15 minutes passed, and I found myself lost in thought. Yeah, she didn't care where I was, I knew it. Whatever, it's not like she needs to anyway.
I sighed. Maybe I'll order another drink.
"Come on, come on! Don't sigh or you'll lose your happiness! Dance with me and smile~!"
I looked to see Rika grinning at me with her hand outstretched.
"Huh?"
"I've been looking for you! And I find you sitting alone looking all sad, c'mon, let's dance!"
I slightly smiled, a genuine one. For the first time in so long, I was actually happy. I beamed with joy and started crying. I'm so happy, I finally... no, she finally made me smile again.
"Y/N? You're crying!"
"Th-Thank you, so much, Rika!"
I looked at her again, still smiling.
"Im not sure what I did, but I'll still take the praise!"
I then jumped up and hugged Rika as hard as I could.
"Y/N?"
"Y-You.. Made me smile again... Thank you so, so much!" I managed to splutter. I wiped away my tears and let go of her. This was truly a great night.
"Let's dance then, Rika!"

She dragged me to the other 3 girls, and I was back to my stoic expression after what had just happened.
"So you finally found him, took you long enough!" Dalia said.
"Sorry! Something happened, which made me take longer! Anyway! Y/N, let's dance!"
The other 3 girls looked surprised to see Rika shove me onto the dance floor with her and grab my hands.
"Uh, Rika... I... Can't really dance that well..."
"Don't worry! Everyone starts somewhere, right?"
She smiled a big smile at me.
"I guess you're right."
She started showing me how to move to the beat of the song, and before we knew it, we were both dancing in sync with each other.
When the music stopped, Rika grabbed my hand and pulled me closer.
"That sure was fun! Right, Y/N?!"
"I guess..."
The others approached us once again.
"Wow, Rika! I've never seen you dance with someone like that before!" Marika said.
"Yeah, he's a natural, right!?"
Rika patted my shoulder approvingly.
"So, what do you wanna do now?"
Rika asked me.
"Well... I think it'd be better if you decided..."
"Aww, and here I thought you were starting to open up to me a bit more."
"Fine, I want to get some drinks. It's fine if you guys aren't OK with it, though."
"Yay! I'll pay for us!"

I ended up drinking a lot and became drunk to the point that I don't remember ANYTHING, not even little parts of what happened.

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Rika POV
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We were all pretty drunk, apart from Y/N and Marika, who were both completely and utterly smashed.
"Hey, Rika, what size are they?"
"Size?"
"Y'know, your boobs, what size are they?"
Luckily for me, Marika interrupted.
"Hey Y/N, why don't the both of you just do it already! You seem pretty close!"
Okay, she didn't make things any better.
"Leave Rika alone. Stop projecting on her." Saori said.
"It feels like Y/N is one of us now, right?" Dalia said to us, breaking the argument up.
I'm very surprised I'm the most sober out of all of us, for the first time ever.
"You guys should see Y/N when he's drunk and tired! He's like a baby!"
"Haha, that's something I'd like to see, but it's hard to imagine, especially with him right now." Maybe Saori was pretty sober too, luckily.
"Guys, thanks for letting me come here and meet you all!"
Y/N threw himself on Marika and I. We were sitting next to each other, and Marika fell into me.
"You guys're all so huge!"
"Huge?"
Does he mean what I think he means.
"Like, boobs, you're all crazy hot and have large boobs, like, I'm surprised I'm not hard yet, if I'm honest!"
He meant exactly what I thought he meant.
"Really? Well, Y/N, you're pretty hot yourself, y'know?"
Marika slyly smiled at Y/N. Is she actually into him?! For some reason, I felt a little jealous, I don't know why, but the feeling was there.
"We should fuck, huh Marika?"
"I wouldn't be opposed to it!"
I saw Marika slightly loosen her bra as she pushed Y/N down and leaned onto him.
"Well, who would see us do it here?"
We were sat in a private booth in a small room, so I guess they'll have privacy, but was she really okay doing that here? Not rhat I want to see them do it, or even want them to at all.
Marika slowly moved her hand down until she reached Y/N's nether areas. Has she done this before?!
"Marika, save that stuff for at home, please!"
Saori had saved me from seeing that.
"Aww, fine! But just for the record, you're not doing a good job at hiding that. " Marika pointed to Y/N's lower part and got off of him.
"It's getting pretty late. We should go now."
Good thing I didn't drink that much because I had to carry Y/N all the way home and lay him down on the floor.
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I woke up with a splitting headache and the need to throw up, so I crawled as fast as possible to Rika's toilet, leaned over, and threw my whole guts up inside it.
I must've been pretty loud because I woke Rika up, and she ran over when she saw me, looking concerned.
"Y/N! You really shouldn't keep drinking like that! We need to work on a way for you to stop doing that!"
"Yea -" I threw up again, and Rika sat by and comforted me for the next 10 minutes. I.
"I'll go to my bed, if that's okay."
"It is, but, do you want me to help you up there?"
"No, I'm fine on my own."
I stumbled around for a minute and eventually slammed into the side of the stairs and fell to the ground.
"Rika, could you help me?"
She ran over and hoisted me up, she proceeded to walk up the stairs carrying me in her arms like in a traditional Prince and Princess way.
She placed me down in the spare bed and sat down beside me.
"Is there anything you need?"
"No."
"Hmmm... Fine, but if you need anything, just tell me okay? I don't want you to die already!"
"Relax, I won't die, not yet anyway."
She left the room and I was on my own once again. I started coughing pretty heavily, maybe I had a fever or something, I guess sleeping on the streets for a few days has finally caught up to me.
"R-Rika... I... Feel so... so... warm..."

I think I passed out after that, because next thing I knew, Rika was sat on the corner of my bed holding one of my hands and looking concerned for me.
"Yay! You're finally awake! I checked your temperature, and..."
"And?"
"I think you have a pretty bad fever."
"Really? How bad?"
"39 degrees."
Rika looked down at my hand, she was still holding it.
"I'm sorry! I forgot it was there!"
"Don't worry about it, anyway, don't you have other things to do?"
"I cancelled the party I was going to tonight, after all, who's gonna take care of you, besides me, Rika!"
She smiled at me and got up from my bed.
"I'll go get you something to drink, Kay?"
"Thank you."
I coughed again, my voice was croaky and sore due to this goddamn fever.
Rika came back with some water and a few CDs of some of her performances.
"Rika... thank you for taking c-care of me..." I coughed.
"Well, life's too short not to have fun, right? So I wanna help you have the most fun possible even when sick!"
I slightly smiled once again. She was amazing.
I could feel my eyes getting hazy, and it felt like I was seeing things.
"I'm... so cold... but so warm..."
"I'll go get some more CDs for us to watch then, and a blanket."
Rika got up and was about to reach the door when I grabbed her hand and stopped her.
"Please... don't go, don't leave me. I don't want to be alone again."
I think I could see her head turn around and look into my eyes. Although that may be a hallucination, I can't even tell anymore.
I felt her sit back down beside me again, and I got reminded of the times when my parents used to apologise to me like that after hitting  me. I remember leaning on the door with my hands over my ears when they left, but trying to drown out the sound never worked. My parents never got on well, and more often than not, they used to get in physical fights with each other, and some of the time, I too was on the recieveing end of the abuse. I can still remember the yelling of my father as my mother smashed his head with a broken glass bottle, killing him. She killed herself after doing that, and I still hear the screams and cries from time to time. They're so loud. So loud. Too loud.
"Loud... The sounds..."
"Y/N... di_ the vid___ disap_____ you?"
Rika's voice, I couldn't hear it.
The only word I could make out was disappoint. That, too, brings back  memories of the night my parents died.

"Y/N, you make me sick, we work hard every day to feed you, and all you do is constantly disappoint us. Maybe it would've been better to have never had you."

I put my hands over my ears and felt myself crying. It was like I was in that room again, wishing I would just wake up from a nightmare, wishing for something to change.
"Please... Don't go... Don't leave me alone again..."
I said.
I think I said that before as well. I remember. I sat next to my parents' lifeless bodies as I cried over them, saying those same words.

All of a sudden, I felt pressure on my body, as Rika hugged me. My hands were still on my ears, so I couldn't hear her. It was silent.
I felt a sudden warmth rush over me as I removed my hands from my ears and wrapped them around Rika.
"Y/N, I'll stay here as long as you want me to, promise."
My heart started beating faster and faster.
"Fast... So fast..."
"What was that Y/N?"
"My heart, it's going so fast. Why?"
"It is?"
"Yes, so fast... what is this feeling... is it love, Rika? Am I in love with you? Is that what it is?"
"Really? Me? I think it'd probably be someone else, like Marika!"
"Perhaps you're right."

--------Authors Note--------

Longer chapter this time like I said, also expect some cool things to happen in the next chapters

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