TW: suicidal references, a lot of swearing, tramatic events and deppresive relations
I woke up in my new room. Oh what joy. A new day. A new day of suffering. I pushed the covers of my body and shuffled out of the room. "Good morning little bunny." Croaks greeted me as he did every morning. I sighed and sat down. "Woke up on the wrong side of the bed?" I nodded tiredly and rubbed my eyes. He handed me a piece of toast and I ate it. He helped me pick out an outfit but it was the most shit outfit I have ever seen. Like what the fuck was going through his head thinking that a blue shirt is best combined with red shorts? Nah bitch. It's blue and brown, red and purple. But whatever. I put it on and they said I was going to meet someone today. Introvert activated. Before we left, they decided to ask if I needed to go potty before we left. No. I straight up said no. And then they said "alright but if you wet yourself at the park you'll have to change. And you'll have a star removed from your chart" the fucking audacity to say "oK bUt iF yOu PiSs aT tHe PaRk YoU wIlL bE iN tRoUbLe." I can't control my bladder. I'm currently four because of this shitty penny project and I will sometimes piss my pants. I can't help that. "I can't help not being able to control my bladder at times." I responded. "Ok. Just tell us if you need to go potty before you go in your pants." I have communication issues at times. They sometimes don't understand what I am saying but whatever. I hopped along the path and saw who we were meeting. It was him. King dice. Well.. Little dice now.. I hid behind them, afraid of my abuser. "Don't be shy hopus. They won't laugh." Oh they laughed. They started laughing untill they cried. I wanted to either cry or jump in the nearby lake. I was leaning more over to the option of jumping in the lake when elder kettle whack them each on the ass. Thank Mr kettle but I can get my own revenge. Karma a bitch dice. Anyway they apologized but when the kettle turned away, I flipped them off. Making some bitch lasagna with them. Then when he pointed out it, I hid my hands and acted innocent. "Dice, if you can't behave you will spend the rest of the day on the naughty step, now apologize to hopus." "What? But he-" "right now young man, or you will be on the naughty step when we go back to the cottage. Now apologize to hopus for being rude." He was pushed over to me and he sighed "sorry." He said aggressively. I didn't know if should cuss him out and jump in the lake or accept the apologize and wait for when we go to just into the lake. Either way I was going to jump into that lake. "Apology accepted! Hug?" Ick. Why did I ask for a goddamn hug? I would rather catch norovirus than hug that guy. But I did. I decided to remind him of his past mistakes. "Oh yes dice I forgive. But I but I don't forget. I remember everything you did to me. The strangling, the rape, the amount of threats and attacks. I forgive but not easily. Don't forget that I have mental issues because of you. This is your warning, watch your back." Ok maybe I bit off a bit more than I can chew but it worked. "We're going to be best friends from now on!" I announced out loud for all the adults to hear. Yuck. Why did I announce that? He hates me and I don't exactly like him. We can't exactly be friends. "Aww! That is so sweet of him!" Elder kettle said charmed by accidental manipulation. I don't mean to be like that, I just try and keep my butt safe. "We should get a playdate set up for you three. That would be so sweet." "Well we had better be going. Hopus has a check up at the doctor." They never told me I had check up today! They probably thought I'd have a tantrum if they told me before but I'm not that kind of kid. I felt like going to the bathroom and I pulled on croaks sleeve, "I need to go potty" I said. "Ok. Let's take you over to the bathroom." I went over the bathroom and came back over after washing my hands. "Ok. Let's go, we have to go to appointment now." I waved goodbye to them but before we walked away I heard dice say "I'm not letting that shit boss me around. I'm getting my revenge. He's going to regret even being born" jokes on him. I already do. I have since he started abusing me in the casino. I was about the jump into the lake, when my hand was held tighter. "Hopus I know you want to see your friends but you have a check up right now, come on.." Fuck. Another failed attempt. This was the fifth attempt that had failed. I just couldn't escape from this life, could I? I then saw insanity finally appear. The bastard was just messing around in the meantime. "Heyyy how are you doing?" He said looking at me in his stupid raincoat. "Uncomfortable." I said "I had to see that pyscopath again. I had to interact with him and he laughed at me!" "What a bitch." "He got an ass whack though." "Karma is a bitch." We headed into the doctor's office that I had been in a couple of days ago, I wasn't as nervous as I was the first day I had walked into the office. It felt a bit more comforting than before. I then spotted it. Those beautiful beads. The beads on the wooden wire. I rushed over to them and started playing with it while insanity was extremely mesmerized at how they moved perfectly into place. "Those beads are amazing." "I know." "Hopus pocus, the doctor will see you now." After the appointment, I went straight over to my room when we had gotten home. I went into my room to plan what I should do if dice decided to try and attack me when I start daycare.
Author note: I loved writing this. Should I make a book of this au? Tell me in the comments. The next few chapters will be ask the casino and the in game au but with my spin. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. :)
