Johnny Depp Smuts and Imagines

I Love you just the way you are.

Author's Note: Hello Cuties so this reading will be a sad reader so I hope you enjoy it and stay tuned for any updates regarding this book, thank you for all of your love and support It means a lot to me. I can't tell you all enough. I love you all.  ( Trigger warning there is some self-harm mentioned- ( if you feel uncomfortable feel free to skip this reader )

Today was the day, You and your loving boyfriend Johnny were going on this fabulous trip to the Bahamas for the summer. You were so excited and thrilled to get to spend some one on one needed time with Johnny.  You always wanted this trip and time to be perfect and even though you didn't feel perfect you always had Johnny's reassurance to lift you and your spirits up.

You began packing your bags, swimsuits, sandals, cute summer outfits, and some lingerie in case you and Johnny have that time. As you packed your bags Johnny came into the room to check on you to make sure you were doing alright. " How's my baby doing in here," Johnny asked reassuringly. You looked up at him and gave him a smile. " I am doing fine babe, I am just finishing up my packing and making sure I got everything for our trip." You replied.

Johnny knew that something was starting to bother you and he knew that you were not doing alright as you said you were feeling. " Babe I know you and I know that look, What's wrong babe, you can talk to me, I am all ears," He said standing next to you.  " I just don't want to ruin this trip for you babe, I want to be confident beside you and be the best for you and me but my mind is telling me different, I try to focus and help myself think about the positive things about me and what I have going on in my life, I don't want to go back and do cutting, My feelings and body are so numb to the point that I can't feel any pain or anything. I hope that I am not ruining you, You are a good man and you deserve better than me, I just wish all of this would go away and not ruin me anymore" You said starting to sob down on the floor.  

" Baby, I want you to know that you don't ruin anything for me. I know that you go through so many things and I will help you work with anything that you need. I want you to know that I love you just the way you are,  You make me feel so much better, You make me feel wanted, needed, and loved and you make me feel that I have a purpose in this world. I don't deserve you, I am glad to have you in my life and I want to make a future with you, only you. No matter what you do in your life I am always here for you and I will continue to make you happy, and show you that you are wanted, Loved, and needed in everyone's life including me. I am so sorry that you are going through this, my baby. I love you so much and I want you to know that I care for you and I always will" Johnny said while holding you in his arms.

You cried in his arms and you were shown in your thoughts that Johnny was the one that cared for you and loved you even though you had a lot of mental health moments, He cared for you the most, he was never, ever mean to you and in any way shape or form to make you dread and sink into a deep depression to make you have all of those thoughts of you leaving the world and leaving those you cared about behind. You always wanted someone like this and you finally found them. Johnny was your rock and you were his. He always made you happy even though he wasn't happy himself, he always thought about you first and when he was filming on set he always made sure that you were alright and got everything that you needed. 

Having Johnny in your life and by your side made you feel good and even though you still have these thoughts in your mind. You can always count on Johnny to listen to you, talk you through, and show you ways to help you control these thoughts of self-harm.  You finally found the one that will love you just the way you are and forget the people that try to take him away from you , he was yours and you were his.