Johnny Depp Smuts and Imagines

Can I make love to you...

Author's Note.

Hey, my lovebugs so for this chapter it's going to be a little different it's not going to be a smut, this time, the next chapter will I promise. I hope all of you enjoy this reader. Love you all. <3

(Plus Size reader) 

It was a cold, dark, stormy night in Salem, Massachusetts, You had just got home from a day of shopping for new decor, self-care, food, and some items that would make your house feel cozy for the rest of the fall. You and your fiancee Johnny were not on the best speaking terms because of his work schedule, yes he is a movie star and yes he makes a good income but You wanted to spend good quality time with him. You loved him and he made you feel like the most happy, beautiful woman in the world. You felt that Johnny may be looking a other females and wanting to be with them more than you, You were confident with your body but still had some insecurities with your image and the way that you loved yourself.   You felt so saddened by how Johnny's female co-stars had the body that you wanted and you wanted to look like them. " Maybe Johnny would love me more if I was shaped that way, Maybe he would pay more attention to me, Maybe I would love more prettier" All of these thoughts went through your head as you stood in the kitchen unbagging your groceries. 

You made your soup and sandwich for this cozy fall night, you put on some movies and watched them while you were crocheting a blanket for your mother for a present for her birthday. You were in the middle of crocheting, when you received a call from Johnny.  " Hey beautiful How are you doing, tonight" He asked.  " Hi, babe I am doing well, just crocheting a blanket for mom, How are the set and crew doing on your new movie babe"  " It's going well, babe.  Marlon and I  Brando are hanging out a little bit to work on our relationship in the film between him and me".

" Oh babe that is wonderful, I am happy for you babe. I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you when you get home"  you said still holding on to your thoughts from earlier.  " I miss you too, My other co-star wanted to go out as well she is one of my lovers in the film and she is so sweet, she asked me about you because I have a picture of you in my dressing room mirror,"  he said  

All of your thoughts flooded your head. You wanted to tell him how you were feeling and how it made you feel to hear about the female co-star even though Johnny would never cheat. it still hurts and it still makes you feel like you do with your last relationship.

" Hey baby, something came up for tonight I love you and I will call you later babe,"  You said 

" Alright love, I will call you later," he said.

You get off the phone, and the thoughts in your mind flood your mind. You made a text message and let him know how you felt and how it made you feel about your insecurities and how they affected you. You wanted to make sure that he heard you and that you spoke your mind not in a hurting way but in a way that he understood how you felt. 

( Text message)

Hey baby, I just wanted you to know that I am feeling super depressed and insecure. Ever since we got together I am frightened that you would leave me and get with another woman that would make you more loved and feel more comfortable. I don't feel that you love me and I feel that you are pushing me away and I hope that we can be friends if we split apart. I am sorry that I am not a model to love you, I am sorry that I am bigger and more thicker than all of your exes. I wanna feel loved and be loved. I hope this doesn't break our relationship I am so sorry.

You sent that message with tears in your eyes and an emptiness in your heart. You didn't want to believe that Johnny would leave you but at the same time, you had this feeling that you weren't what he wanted.  The text message blinked on delivered until, you saw him reply, Your heart dropped because you wanted to know what he would say but then again the feelings were strong.

(Johnny's Response) 

" Y/N Baby you are the most beautiful woman that I've ever laid eyes on, I would never, ever leave you, baby, I want to spend the rest of my life with you and make your days, nights, and afternoons worthwhile. I am sorry that you are feeling depressed, I am making a flight right now to be with you, baby. I love all of you with my whole mind, heart, being, and soul. I love the way your body looks in all of your clothes, I love the way that you smile when you create things for your job and around our home.  I have never felt so loved by you. You make me feel more human than a celebrity that any woman would use to their advantage to gain more attention. with you, I feel safe, loved, and comfortable.  I would love to date you, love you, and Make love to you in every lifetime baby. I will continue to make you happy every day. I am sorry about everything that I have done in the past. That man is gone and your new man is here with you, to love you with all of my heart.  and with that, I have one question in mind. when I get home can I make love to you??.

You sat and read his message tears of joy streamed down your face as you read his message. You forgave him and you felt love in your heart for your man. You wanted him to come back home and spend the rest of the week with you. You wanted for him to make love to him as he wanted and as you wanted.  You loved your Johnny and Your Johnny loved you.  You responded immediately 

" Johnny baby I love you so much,  Thank you for everything baby I adore you and everything that you do and of course, you can make love to me baby. I am yours always.  I  will always be there for you anytime that you need baby. I love you for the person that you are and the person that you are continuing to be Johnny. You are so much more and I cherish every moment with you. I love you, Stay safe on your ride back baby. I will see you at the airport to pick you up I love you, baby.

You felt so whole texting him how you felt, you loved how honest he was with his feelings and emotions. He was the best and you wanted to cherish and make beautiful memories to come with your man despite anyone who would change that.

( Tavie's Note)  

Remember all of you are beautiful no matter what.  You are loved, wanted, heard, and cherished by the people and loved ones around you.  Don't ever change the way you are. If any of you want someone to talk to I am always here for all of you. I love every one of you and without you, this book would not made it this far. I hope all of you stay safe. I love all of you with all of my heart.