Ghost x reader [ONE SHOTS]

Ch. 2 - Communication. Pt 2 [smut/angst]

Pronouns used: she/her
CW: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS VERY SEXUAL THEMES SUCH AS, SEXUAL INTAPCORSE, VERY LIGHT BONDAGE, KNIFE PLAY, SPITTING, DEGRADATION, HAIR PULLING AND AFTERCARE. DO NOT CONTINUE IF YOU ARE BELOW 18+, YOU SHOULD NOT BE INTERACTING WITH MY ACCOUNT AT ALL.
A/N: i actually like writing parts to this oneshot, I might make more then just 3 since they're a few scenarios i would like to play out(?) idk if that's the right term. Okay that's all, i hope you enjoy the chapter and have a wonderful day/night!
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Y/N/THRID POV

about a month has passed since mine and Simons shower together, since then things have been improving between us. He has began to open up more and both of our communication skills have improved. However, we now face our first challenge since and it's a big one. As always it inevitably came, the night before Simon leaves for a mission. It's clear the both of us are feeling off but won't say anything. He is in the spare room of my apartment, i have recently let him use as an office space for any work he has to do while home. I gently knock on the half open door waiting for permission to enter, not wanting to interrupt anything important. Simon is sitting at the desk, working quietly on his laptop. The space is simple but clean and cozy, with a few books stacked on the shelf and a few photos tucked in a frame. He sighs peacefully for a second as he works, enjoying the calm before the storm that he knows is coming. He glances up when he hears me knock, and gestures for me to come in. "Is everything alright, Y/N?" He asks quietly. "I'm just finishing up some last minute work here." He adds with a small smile, i take a deep breath as i enter helping ground myself. I know we are both very emotional tonight and that i need to properly communicate my feelings. I'm quite as i walk over to him and around the desk, i take a seat on it just next to him. "I'm just gonna miss you when you leave for your mission tomorrow..." Simon moves his laptop screen down slightly and turns towards me, leaning in to kiss my cheek he smiles and nods softly. "I'm going to miss you too." He says quietly. "But I'll be back before you know it. I promise." He adds with a soft smile. I hop off the desk and hug him tightly as i nuzzle my head into his chest. I hate knowing how much danger he will be in, but i know he has to do his job. I can already tell I'm going to miss being able to hug and kiss him whenever i want, nothing will change that feeling. "promise me you will stay safe, I don't want to lose you... you mean so much to me, Simon." He hugs me tightly as he strokes my hair. "I promise, Y/N. You mean the world to me as well." He says softly. "You know I'm going to be careful. I always am." He adds. "And I'll do everything I can to stay safe, because of how important you are to me. You don't need to worry about a thing." Simon says with a soft smile. "I promise." He repeats. we stay there in each other's arms for a few minutes, the both of us already know that tonight will be long. I hold back tears not wanting to cry and be overly emotional, but the thought of him being hurt while on duty scares me... i try to take my mind off it by thinking about something nice i could do for him before he leaves. The idea of a shower together pops into my head again, but we was going to do that anyway. I want to do something that will stay with him all the way on his mission until he gets back. In that moment i remember something and jump up with a huge cheeky grin on my face. Simon chuckles a bit as i suddenly spring up and jump to my feet. "What is it?" He asks with a confused expression. "What'd you just think of?" He adds, raising an eyebrow. I giggle happily as I continue to grin, trying as hard as i can to contain my excitement. "I can't say it's a surprise but i know you're gonna love it!" i give him another hug, expect this time I'm giving him multiple kisses all over his face. "mwah, i love you! Thank you for comforting me..." i say quietly before giving him one last kiss. "i'll let you finish your work while i go... work on my surprise!" I happily skip out the room closing the door behind me, all still with a huge grin on my face. Simon looks a bit confused by my excitement, but he's also glad that I'm so happy. He chuckles as I hop out of the room, still grinning. He watches me skip away as he goes back to his work, thinking to himself that something fun must have come into my head. As he finishes up his work, he's curious to find out what kind of surprise I'm planning for him, and he can't wait to see what it is.