MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

4

(Hari's pov)
I didn't see seojun since morning after what happened last night
And I'm okay because it will definitely be awkward.
After long tiring periods it was finally Lunch
I was talking with cho rang and putting lots of food because I was definitely very hungry
When I saw seojun looking at ju kyung and suho
Cho rang asked me something which I didn't heard
" Sorry what were you saying?" I asked him when I suddenly heard a loud sound of something falling
I turned to see suho's food tray on the floor and seojun take a seat next to ju-kyung
What the hell is going on?

The whole cafeteria has gone silent
Me and cho rang are still trying to figure out what's going on
" Is this about the helmet?" Ju kyung said
Helmet?
What about the helmet?
" No I just want to have lunch with you "
He replied
Why does that hurt me ?
Why do I care who he sits with?

" Han seojun" suho shouted as he charged towards seojun and grabbed him by the collar
I can't wrap my head around everything right now
They both stare at each other intensely
Seojun sighed and swinged a punch onto suho's face
I gasped
Suho fell to the ground
Suho got up to throw a punch but head teacher shouted
" What is going on, let go of each other"
Suho still isn't letting go of seojun's collar
" Break it off" he shouted again
They both let go of each and head teacher takes them to the teacher's office
I hand my plate to cho rang
" Where are you going now?" He shouted
" Will update you later" I said running after them
I know the head teacher well it's more like i know my uncle
He won't say anything to suho because he is a top student
But seojun he won't let go so easily.
I don't even have any idea how I am supposed to save seojun but still here i am outside the teacher's office listening to everything he is saying

" Han seojun,what are you thinking? After all that hassle,you quit that boy band.now are you trying to become a gangster?" Head teacher said
Suddenly my eyes went to our homeroom teacher
He looked at me and gave me a sign to go back to class
I shaked my head saying no
He sighed and warned me again
" What kind of student has a fight on sacred school property? Do you want to get expelled?" He continued
He never knows when to stop talking
Even on family occasions
I was thinking what to do but nothing was coming to my mind
" I started it" suho said silently
Well that's new
"Gosh suho why would you protect him?
You even took time off to care for your mother,but what a sight you are now." He continued
How dare he bring that up
" How can a mother not get sick when her son acts out like this?" He said
That's it that's where my patience ends with him
I aggressively opened the door to the teacher's room
Everyone looked at me
Ok now i really don't know what to do
" Samchon(uncle)" I said loudly
Yes this is the only way I can distract him
I don't reffer to him as uncle as much basically I try to avoid him at school
So if I call him through our personal connection he would listen
" Hari-ah what is wrong?" He asked still looking annoyed
" Mom wants to talk to you" I said
That's such a stupid excuse
Seojun looked at me confused
I just fake cursed at him
Why would he want to get into trouble in the first place
" Hari-ah we are in school right now I'll talk to her later" he said as he turned his back towards me and was about to say something to seojun again
" But she needs to talk right now,it's very urgent" i said shouting
He got convinced and he sent both of them back to class
Mission successful.
" Call her then" he said
Call who
Oh shit i got them out of trouble
But I got myself in
I nervously laughed and dailed to mom
She picked up
She always picks up when not needed
I gave the phone to uncle
" Hari-ah said you wanted to talk about something urgent " he said
I looked all over the place trying to avoid eye contact
" But Hari said it was urgent " he said looking directly at me
He cut the call and looked at me
" Why what happened?" I asked acting dumb
" She said she never said anything like that"
Ok what now
I suddenly remembered the text she sent me
I opened my phone and showed him
" I thought I read she wanted to talk to you" I said bowing and saying sorry
And then I just ran outside
I took a seat on the bench as i took Deep breaths because I ran out like a cheetah
" Here" I heard seojun say as he put a bottle of water in front of my face
I took it and started drinking water
He took a seat by my side
" Why did you do that?" He asked
" I felt like I had to " i simply said as my eyes fell on his knuckles which were dark red
Ofcourse he punched him with such force that he fell
I felt bad for suho also but we aren't that close that i could go and give him a bandaid
" Are you okay?" I asked as i took his hand in mine
" Ofcourse I'm Han seojun" he said proudly
I sighed and smacked his head playfully
" Why did you do it seojun, did you had any idea how worried I was ?" I said raising my voice a little
I can't believe what I just said but I really was worried for him
I placed the cold water bottle on his knuckles
He winced a little
I looked at him " is it hurting?" I asked worried
He looked at me in a different way
He never looks at me like this
Something is happening to me
"I'll be fine hari-ah" he said as he got up
" Well whatever you say but you better ice that when you get home" I said warning him
He nodded and smiled softly
As he was leaving he turned around
" Thank you Hari, thank you for always showing up when I can't help myself" he said smiling
I smiled back at him
Always
I'll always be there whenever he needs me even though I always have an undying urge to kill him

I walked back to the classroom and I saw everyone huddled around ju-kyung
Soo ah looked at me
" Oh hari-ah what do you think, will ju-kyung choose suho or seojun?" She asked excitedly
Choose why would she choose someone
I looked at her confused
" Didn't you see both of them fighting for sitting next to ju-kyung at lunch?" She asked
" Oh that was what was happening?" I asked with a hint of sadness in my tone
Does seojun like ju kyung?
Why do I care if he does?
" I'm not sure,it's entirely upto ju-kyung" I said as i took my seat and put my head on the desk .

After some time they all sat back in their seats
Suddenly the door opened and cho rang came in with the boys
I sighed and slammed my head on the desk
Not this now
" Hey lee suho come see me outside" cho rang said
I looked at him and shaked my head
" And you too Hari" he said as he went away

Both me and suho walked behind cho rang and the guys
We reached the usual place where they hang out

" Lee suho who are you to start something with seojun . What an elegant jerk" cho rang
Elegant?
Why did he say elegant?he must have meant arrogant
" Arrogant" suho said correcting him
" Wait wait before you guys start this nonsense let me just leave" I said raising my hands in the air and trying to squeeze out of the place
" Hari-ah shouldn't you be standing up for our friend?" Minyoung said
" Minyoung-ah me and seojun aren't friends.me and you guys are" I said correcting me
" You are friends with these guys?" Suho asked looking at me with weird eyes
" Yes ofcourse they are the best" I said smiling as I patted cho rang's back
They all smiled
" I thought you hated who seojun liked?" He said
I cleared my throat " well doesn't apply to these guys" i said
" Anyways what will you do if seojun get suspended because of you?" Cho rang said bringing back the topic
" You grabbed him first so wasn't that first defence?" He said
I silently laugh at his grammar mistakes as I leaned over the desk that was behind them
" Self defence " suho corrected him again
" Are you pretending to be gangster?" Suho asked
I laughed "yeah it's a little skit they do?" I said
They all looked at me " yahh jung hari who's side are you on?" Cho rang said yelling
I mouthed a sorry
Suho started leaving
" Where do you think you are going?" He said as he charged a punch towards suho
I didn't move an inch because I know suho wouldn't do anything and cho rang can't do anything
Suho holded his wrist preventing him to move any further
I made a disappointed sound in the back
" You're crossing the line " he said
They all started trying to jump here and there but not starting fight
Cho rang lifted his another hand to punch suho but
Suddenly seojun came and holded his wrist
" Stop now" seojun said to cho rang and suho and seojun starting staring at each other again
" Am I pig up for the roast?" Cho rang said looking at both of them
Suddenly I see head teacher
Why'd he have to come here all the time
What do I do
I can't even hide
" What are you all doing here?" He yelled and looked at me
I walked towards cho rang and lightly smacked his head from the back
" I keep telling you to behave Kim cho rang but you don't listen" I said standing beside the teacher
" I came here to find my necklace I saw them talking,I was telling them to get to class" I said looking at uncle and then just ran away
Mouthing a sorry to the boys.
If my mom and dad find out what I do at school instead of attending maths period
They would definitely call me to America where I definitely don't want to go.

I don't want to leave the people whom I actually care for to go and live with the people who don't even actually care about me.

Author's note:
Here's another update