MY HEART ONLY WANTS YOU

8

( Hari's pov)
I woke up and got ready quickly and went to school for the festival.
I reached the school premises when I saw the guys all dressed up in cheerleader costume with make-up on their faces
I burst out laughing
" What is this?" I asked in between laughs
They all looked at me pissed
" We are doing this for seojun his mood is off" cho rang said sulking
I stopped laughing, why is his mood off is everything okay?
" Why what happened?" I asked concerningly
" We don't know but he looked sad" minyoung said ,i nodded and stood next to them.
" Han seojun" cho rang suddenly called out his name, i looked around to see him walking towards us with a smile on his face
That goddam smile.
I gulped trying to push away whatever I feel when I see him these days .
" What are you guys even dressed as?" He asked looking at them with weird eyes
" It's to cheer you up?" One of the boys said
He smiled and then looked at me
" Then why is Hari not dressed like you" he said smiling at me
" Why would I do it?I didn't even knew you were upset " I said pouting
H chuckled " really? Well now you know so why don't we get Hari one these too" he said smiling cheekily as he pointed at the costume
I cringed looking at the boys who were hyping me up to wear it
" Shut it all of you, I don't care if you are upset or anything " i said crossing my arms in front of my chest
Seojun smiled as he ruffled my hair
" Ouch that hurts I thought we were becoming friends" he said
My heart is doing that thing again
Friends? I can only go that far with him
I was about to say something
" Now let's not waste anytime and let's go see my favourite girl" seojun said as he linked his arms with me and started walking to the auditorium
We both settled down next to each other and waited for go woon's performance to start
Go woon sung beautifully,i could hear her voice all day long
After she finished we all Clapped for her
I am really happy for her.
" She did great" I said to seojun, he smiled
" Yes she is my sister ofcourse" he said proudly
I scoffed and laugh at his peak seojun behaviour.
He got go woon a flower bouquet which he messaged me about in the morning
" You got this one in the end then?" I asked him as we waited outside for her
" Yes these looked the best to me" he said
I nodded, go woon came out and we met her
I congratulated her and hugged her
" Unnie" she suddenly said calling someone
Who else she knows that she calls Unnie i thought to myself
" Oh go woon-ah" I hear ju-kyung's voice
Me and seojun turned around
" How do you know my sister?" Seojun asked looking at ju-kyung
" Your sister?" She replied
" Yes she is my little sister " he said
" Oppa ju-kyung Unnie helped me with the makeup today and with other things also" go woon said
Seojun nodded and smiled at her
They kept talking among themselves and i didn't had anything i could talk about so i decided to leave silently
When suddenly somebody grabbed my wrist and pulled me back
My face near seojun as he holds my waist gently
" You'll come to the basketball game right?" He asked his breath faning my face
I gulped and nodded
He smiled and let go of me
" Make sure to support me" he said as he walked away

I walked to the gym and took a seat next to soo-ah and ju-kyung who seems to be crying i think
I Patted her back slowly, i think she don't want anyone to know so I'll just silently console her
The match ended with suho winning.
But both the teams played very good.
I walked out of the gym and ran after seojun
" Seojun-ah" I called out his name
He turned back and looked at me smiling
" You going to get changed?" I asked standing next to him, he nodded " okay I'll wait for you outside" I said
He Patted my head gently and nodded.

It was getting darker outside and the band started playing the music as I waited for seojun.
I can hear the song seojun sing all the time play.
As I was walking to go check if seojun is out yet or not I saw suho with his hands on knees as he was struggling to breathe
I was about to help him when ju-kyung came to him so i stopped
I hope he is okay
Suddenly my eyes fall on seojun looking at suho and ju-kyung
His eyes are full of guilt something is hurting him
I couldn't stand seeing him hurt so i just left.

As I was going back home somebody linked their arms with me i looked to see go woon
" Go woon-ah i thought you already went home" i said
" I decided to see the festival for awhile" she said
I smiled "you did good today" I told her
" Thanks Unnie" she said
" Unnie do you like seojun oppa?" She asked me catching me off guard
" What are you saying go woon-ah" i said trying to laugh
" Unnie Don't worry i won't tell" she said giving me a small smirk
" No i don't like seojun plus i think he might like someone else" I said
" Unnie the question is if you like him or not for now" she said
" I am not sure why Everyone thinks that I like him" I said making a questionable face
" Because you look at him with heart eyes, you should see your face whenever he looks at you " she said smiling
I blushed " I don't wish to like him if he can't like me back" i said with an upsetting tone
" Ooo that means you do like him" she said smirking again
" Stop it " I said laughing
" Who do you like?" Suddenly seojun said from my side
Shit .
" Nobody Unnie I'll go you come with oppa " she said running away
This little kid she'll definitely get me embarrassed
" What were you both talking about?" He asked again
" Nothing " I said avoiding eye contact
" I thought you said you would wait for me?" Seojun said
" Oh well I saw you with the guys so i thought I'll just go home" I said trying to make up a lie quickly
We reached home and i went straight to bed because I was too tired.
Will seojun like me if I tell him that I like him?
I wondered this as i slept.

Author's note:
Here's another update