It Starts With Her

complicated feelings

The morning arrived and there was a knock at the door, some opened it and said "hey Enid I'm gonna go ge-" "ohhh" they closed the door and I awoken up I went out of my room and I saw John b waiting with a big smirk on his face. "Whattt" I said in a tired voice, "sooooo what's up with you and Sarah huh?" "O-oh that um.. nothing, nothing!" I say walking away to the kitchen with him following behind me saying "Right, right so that's why her arm was around your waist and y'all were literally cuddling?" "Ummm we weren't cuddling" "okay, whatever you sayyyy!" I turned around quickly and asked "you really think we were cuddling?" " well it looked like it and you too make a cute couple!" "W-what! We- we are definitely not a couple at all it's j-jus- something happened last night and then umm yeah but i don't like her and she doesn't like me and it doesn't even matter!" I say in a fast tone. "Hmmmm sounds like it matters" I roll my eyes and grab my bowl with a spoon that had cereal in it and went back to my room, I ate it up, set it aside and then Sarah woke up. "Good morning!" I say, "good morning! Did you sleep last night?" "Yes, ..thank you" I say shyly. "Your welcome" a soft smile grew on her face. We both got out of my room and it was 9 in the morning and we both got ready for the day and then we all decided to do something but we didn't know what so we decided to go out on the boat and just ride around and then take a swim we all were having so much fun but we got back on the boat and then just started to talk when John b blurted out "so what's everybody doing tonight..?" "Uhhh I don't know about you guys but ima be sleeping." JJ said. "Umm ima be down at my pops" said pope. "I don't got anything to do so I'll be a John bs" "same" me and Sarah said at the same time. John b looks at me and Sarah and Sarah looks confused and I'm confused too and annoyed and then everyone else is either just talking to someone or looking me John b, Sarah and me confused. Later on we all go home and relax and talk and I'm getting in the shower because I feel dirty because of when we went swimming before, I got in the shower and when i got out of the shower changed into comfy clothes and blow dried and brushed my hair and teeth I went to my room and Sarah was waiting for me in there and she had already took a shower beforehand and she was reading a book I sat beside her in my bed and she said "hey? Is that my shirt?" "Oh um I don't know it was just there and I didn't know it was your-" "oh no it's okay, i-i like it on you. You can keep it." "What? No! It's okay I'll just change and you can have it bac-" "Enid! It's okay really! And I want you to keep it, please" "o-okay, okay -um.. what are you reading?" "Oh I'm just reading one of my favorite books" "oh really well tell me about it!" I say smiling, "oh! Okay well it's about this one girl that-.."
As the night went on me and Sarah had a really good time and I can't explain this feeling I'm feeling but maybe one person will understand how I feel.

A/N- oooo I hope ur liking Enid exploring her feelings and you'll find out who she will take to about these wired/complicated feelings anyways have a good day and bueeee🩷🩷