Rafe Cameron Imagines

❤️ - devil i know

After all this time, reuniting with Rafe felt really good. I guess I never actually realised how much I missed him and how much I missed having him in my life. We had completely cut contact after school had finished. Rafe and I were not exactly friends but we weren't dating. It was kinda strange. We basically used to hook up sometimes but we both kept it quiet and we never told anyone. We both ended up getting in the same college so we saw each other a few weeks ago at this party. From then we started talking again and became good friends.

Since we started hanging out, my friends kinda became his friends and vice versa. Rafe was friends with Topper, Kelce and Sarah who is my friend is his sister. I was friends with JJ, John B, Kiara; Pope.

"Well there's a party tomorrow, we should all go." Topper says. We were all hanging out in John Bs apartment which he shared with Sarah.
"Sounds good actually." Kie replies.
"I'll bring the weed." JJ says making us all laugh.
Rafe and I look at each other for a second. He seems really different since school. He looks a lot older and seems more mature in a way. It's nice.

We had all left John Bs apartment and Rafe came back to mine for the night because he had drunk a lot of alcohol and he was definitely well over the limit so he couldn't drive to his apartment which was a fair amount walk and especially seeing as it was a dark night I offered to let him stay at mine. We were talking for a while about random things.

"Can I ask you something?" I ask.
"Sure." He replies looking over from the tv.
"You know how we used to like... hook up in school." He chuckled for a second.
"Yeah."
"Did you ever tell anyone?" I ask. I'm just curious at whether he did actually tell anyone or if he did keep it a secret.

He shook his head.
"No, I never told anyone. It didn't really feel like it was anyone's place to have known." I nod.
"Did you?" He asks me back. I shake my head like he did.
"It was strange wasn't it, what we did." He says.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean we just used to hook up. No feelings involved or whatever."
"Maybe on your side." I reply.
"What do you mean?"

"I wouldn't have slept with you if I didn't have feelings for you Rafe." His face starts to form a frown.
"I mean I was a virgin when we first did it."
"Yeah." He replies. I did kind of leave it on a spot so he couldn't really say anything.
"I'm sorry."
"For what?" I ask.
"For making you feel like I was using you or what. I didn't realise you meant it in a more meaningful way."
"Don't be, we were just kids at the end of the day. It wasn't serious." I reply before taking my wine glass to my lips drinking the remaining contents from the glass.

"I'm going to bed." I say getting up.
"Alright. Good night." He says.
"Good night." I leave the room and go to my bedroom.

"Ready." He says waiting for me by the door.
"Ready." I say. We leave and Rafe drives us to the party.
We walk together through the door and look around for our friends. I spot my friends outside in the garden.
"I'm gonna go look for the guys." He says standing close to me ear because of the load music. I nod and walk over to my friends.
"Hey." I say as I hug them all.
"So, you came with Rafe." John B says smirking.
"Yeah, he stayed at mine last night."
"Ooo what's going on there then?" Pope asks.
"Nothing, we're just friends." I reply before taking the blunt out of JJs hand.

Hours later after drinking and drinking and drinking, I feel the room spinning around and my body feels just limp. I'm looking around everywhere for Rafe because I really just want to see him. I walk upstairs, walking through multiple people stood around on the stairs, I finally found him stood by a bedroom door, holding a can of beer.
"Hello you." He says smiling at me.
"Hey." I stand close to him.
"Are you ok?" He asks.
"Yeah, I am so very drunk." He laughs.
"Cmon." He grabs me and walks me into a room.

"Sit down for a moment." I pat the bed.
"Sit." I tell him. He sits next to me.
"You still with Ellie?" I ask. Ellie was his girlfriend from school he started seeing while we were hooking up still.
"God no."
"Good." There's a moment of silence.
"You seeing anyone?" I ask.
"Not really. I was seeing this girl but don't think it's working." I nod.
"Have you slept with her?"
"Erm why do you ask?" To be honest, curiosity is a killer.

"Was she better than me?" He laughs and moves a little.
"I'm not answering that. You already know the answer."
"So she wasn't." He shakes his head.
Our eyes are staring at each other and all I can think of right now is his body and mine, in this bed. I stand up and sit down on his lap. He holds his hands on my waist.
"I want you to fuck me Rafe." He laughs.
"Right now?" I nod.
"I don't have a condom on me so we can't."
"I'm on the pill." I say before kissing down his neck. His breath becomes hitched and he exhale pattern quickens.

He grabs my cheeks and pushes his lips to mine. He lifts my shirt over my head and I take his off. We kiss again and I stand up.
"Take them off." I tell him referring to my shorts. His hand goes under the waist band and he pulls them down. I stand closer to him and he pulls me closer, his hands remaining on my hips. He kisses across my stomach. He looks up at me and my eyes remain looking at his and he stands up and takes his trousers off. He sits back down and I sit back on top of him. He pushes into me and we both moan at the feeling.

God I missed this. I always felt that sex with other guys were never the same as when I used to have sex with Rafe. I feel it's because Rafe and I both understand each other and we both knew what the other wanted. It never actually felt like a random hookup because every time it happened, I always felt it was romantic and had a lot of emotion to it. It felt more meaningful.

Rafe holds his hands on my hips as I keep moving my body for our pleasure.
"Look at me." Rafe says so I do. His eyes remained looking at mine the whole time. There was something about this that always made me feel a way that I don't even know how to describe. It was like he wanted to watch me at every moment and make every second of it count.

The pace quickens and I feel myself getting closer every time. I moan and Rafe immediately kisses me. He whispers "shh" to me in my ear. I feel myself about to finish and I can't hold in my sounds and the second I let out a moan Rafes hand completely covers my mouth. We both finish and we start to get dressed.

"You ok?" He asks me.
"Yeah. I just can't believe it just happened." I reply.
"Yeah." He sits on the bed waiting for me to finish getting dressed. He watches me.
"What?" I ask laughing.
"You're just beautiful." I can't hold my smile after he says that.
"Yeah typical, I left school and became pretty."
"You were always pretty. Best looking girl both inside and out." He replies. I know he was probably trying to be nice but I genuinely felt my heart twitch.

"Did you ever actually like me? In school." I ask him sitting next to him on the bed. He doesn't reply straight away.
"I don't know. I think I was just too busy being an irresponsible, sex obsessed teenage boy to actually realise that there's was more to you and what we could have had. I regret not knowing then what I do now." I nod.
"I'm sorry." He says.
"Don't be." It hurt but at the same time I guess we were both too young to have be able to be as serious as we would have been.

"Do you think we could be something again? More than what we were though?" He asks me.
"I don't know. I guess time can only tell." I reply. We look at each other for a few seconds.

Maybe something could happen between us. Something good? I don't know. It's been so long since we were involved like this, will it just be a waste of time trying?

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