🤍 - falling when you shouldn't.

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(Hey guy! I may make this into a story but let me know in the comments what you think!)

Evelyn - your characters name.

I'm at Rafes house.
And Rafe and I are arguing again.
It's all we seem to do lately.
It's not even like we are a real couple.
But we just keep arguing with one another as if we are.
Truth is, I messed up. I made a big mistake.
I did the one thing he asked me not too.
I've fallen for him.

"Ev please just tell me what the hell your problem is with me because I seriously do not understand why you are all of a sudden pissed at me." He sort of shouts throwing his hands in the air.
"I'm not Rafe. I just want space."
"Why? What do you want space for."
"I want space from you. Just for a little bit."
"Why? Evelyn I am sick of repeating myself. Why?!" He shouts.
"Because i've fallen in love with you!" I shout back. I take a deep breath and realise at what I have just said. Rafe looks at me but looks down to the ground. He steps back a little.

"You- you've. What?" He says. He looks sort of confused.
"No. No you haven't." He says. He looks almost disgusted.
"No. We agreed Ev. We agreed that you and I were just having sex. No feelings involved. You said that."
"I know." I reply wiping a tear from my cheek.

"I think you should go." Rafe says before walking away up the stairs.

I run out of the house and run home as quickly as I can. I get home and I run upstairs to my bed. I cry into my pillow and I cry until I fall asleep.

• Rafe POV •

I climb through Evelyn's bedroom window. I need to talk to her. Especially after what she said earlier.
I get into her room and see she's sleeping on her bed. I carefully sit next to her as she sleeps.
"I'm sorry I kicked you out like that." I say.
"Truth is, I'm scared."
"I'm scared. And i'm confused."
"I've never known love. I've never felt it for anyone. Nor has anyone ever said it to me. That's why I was so shocked and confused when you said it to me. Because I don't understand. I still don't understand how you can love me." I look at her and her eyes are still closed, tinted a little red.

"I never expected any of this. I never thought you would end up feeling like this. If I knew, I would have stayed away from you. I never would have suggested this whole deal. I guess looking back at it all now I completely regret it all. I should have known it was a bad idea from the start. I never should have crossed those boundaries with you. Because I know deep down I am not right for you. You deserve better. And I don't want to drag you down with me. So I'm saying this now, I will stay away. I will keep my distance from you so you never have to see me again. We will forget about our whole deal. And we will act as if it never happened." I say finally. I brush a strand of hair out of her face. I lean down and kiss her head.

I climb back out of the window and leave her house.

Goodbye Evelyn.

• Evelyn POV •

My eyes open as soon as I hear him leave.
I heard him.
I heard everything.
I lied. I acted like I was asleep because I heard him climbing up my window.
I'm so hurt.
A part of me wished and hoped that he would feel the same as I did but no.
I should have known he wouldn't love me back.
I should have known never to have agreed to the deal.
In the end, I have broken my own heart.
And it's now my own problem to pick up all the broken pieces.

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hope you have an amazing day / had an amazing day.❤️

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