Emilia Francesca Grimaldi:
Straight A student, famous family, mommy issues, eating disorder, body dysmorphia, ice skater.
Theodore Van Doren:
Messed up childhood, family issues, rude to everyone, c' student, Handsome, confident, most people are sca...
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Thrusday had rolled around. So far my week has gone by smoothly without any problems. But I knew that wouldn't last since all kinds of problems especially people seem to follow me around like it's a job. All this week I've spent most of my time with Alaia. I've gotten to know her quite well, and actually she's supposed to come over this saturday.
My has been absent this past week, God was on my side for once. Every once and awhile my mother would go on a business trip and would stay overnight at a near by hotel since by the time she comes back home it's the early crack of dawn. With that most of the time she doesn't bother coming home which is why I was surprised when I came downstairs this morning to her sipping her matcha.
Before her eyes could land on me I quickly made my way back into my room and shut myself in there. Great start to my morning, I sarcastically said in my head. I did my routine you know take a shower,brush my teeth, wash my face ect. I took my sweet time, maybe it was fact I woke up early or the fact I didn't want to see my mother. Most likely the 2nd one.
I wandered to my closet picking out something that won't make me sweat to death. I pick out a vintage ítem I have from the Chanel spring runway show from 1995. A black cropped button up with 2 pockets on one side and another pocket on the other side, a button down skirt that could be opened but it has to school appropriate obviously. I go ahead and add on the belt that came with this vintage set.
Once I was done I made sure to apply a good portioned size amount of vanilla scented lotion, I spray myself with the matching perfume at the end. I add on to my everyday jewelry which consists of a simple gold chain with my name and more gold jewelry.
The bag I've been using doesn't match the vibe of my outfit so I pick out a black leather bag and put all my school stuff in there. I put my arms though the loops of the bag, grab my phone and walk down stairs ready for any nasty comment directed torwards me. By now my mother was done with her matcha and sat leaned back into the couch. Hearing my footsteps her head turns, her walking over to me and squeezing the side of my waist," Emilia keep up what you're doing, you look good" A proud smile beamed on her face for once. Her face only looked this whenever my body physically looked good or if I did good in school. I wasn't used to the first one but the second one I was.
"Thank you mother" I squeezed her hands that lay my sides. She removes her hands from me and continues, " I'll be here until Saturday morning"
I nod my head and retreat into the kitchen, once my mother saw where I was headed her voice stopped me, " Darling it's not good to start off the day with carbs" I sighed, something I find myself doing frequently around her." I know mother, I was going to make myself lemon water for school" I explain while turning to face her.
Her face lit up," Good girl now off you go" She shooed me out of the livingroom and into the kitchen once again. I filled up a clear water bottle with water then adding lemon slices into the water. I close the lid and take off my bag to place my water inside. Once it was safely placed in my bag I head to my front door, my eyes skip over the mirror to avoid looking at myslef. I had seen enough in the bathroom mirror earlier. Still not pleased with my body but when have I ever been confident in my body?
