This Is Real Love (Jacksgap and Alfie Deyes fanfic)

Can't do anything right.

I woke up with tear stains on my cheek, I wiped the last streaks off my face and turned on my phone, I had 17 texts and 9 missed calls from Jack, I scroll through all of the panicky texts from Jack. I heared Maisy call out from her room my name, I dropped my phone onto my bed and walked into her room,

"What happened to you yesterday, Jack is worried sick" I started picking at my nails and mumbled out,

"I- I- kiss Alfie.." I blurted out covering my face with my hair, I am pretty sure Maisy was speechless, I looked up slowly to see her reaction, but as Maisy would be she was flat out asleep, I let out a deep breath I trailed myself out of Maisy's room, i felt a little better letting it out but I still feel guilty, I grabbed my coat and grabbed my keys, I walked down the corridor still in my pyjamas to go to the local shops.

I opened the door and heard the bell ring that was attached to the door, I travelled over to the freezer and grabbed a bottle of milk, I slowly walked to the till but accidentally bumped into someone, I started panicking while bending down with the guy in front of me helping me, I looked up to thank him, it was Jack I hurried over to the till, he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him.

"Why did you leave me Lucy, I'be been worried sick and you wouldn't reply to my texts. Lucy what's going on.."

"Nothing, don't worry I'm fine, my um phone ran out of charge and Maisy said we needed some milk" I pulled away from Jack, I hated lying to Jack but I wasn't ready to tell Jack why I left him.

I payed for the milk and Jack pulled me over, "Lucy I love you and I hope you feel the same way, Finn and Caspar thought we could go clubbing as you didn't get to spend much time with them yesterday. "Yeah sure, text me what time I'll get to your house, see you later Jack" I started walk out the shop and Jack grabbed my hand and pulled me into a kiss, it felt so right with Jack.

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LATER ON THAT EVENING

Me and Maisy were finally dressed, we were wearing cute skater dresses, mine was a light baby pink and Maisy's was black with purple rim around the bottom, we grabbed our bags and headed to Maisy's car, we jumped in and Maisy started the car up, we started heading down the road to Jack and Finn's house my feelings were rushing around inside and I felt butterflies in my stomach, what if Alfie was at the club and he told Jack we kissed,

Maisy soon pulled up onto Jack and Finn's driveway, thoughts still flooding my head they were soon cut off by the sound of the car door opening, smiling, Jack jumped into the car in the back and kissed my neck, he sent shivers down my spine. As soon as Finn was ready we headed off to the club,

We soon arrived at the club and music was blasting out, we walked into the club searching for Caspar and Marcus, finally we found them and we headed over to them, hand in hand me and Jack walked to Caspar to say our hellos and a sudden "Hi" popped up from behind Marcus.. It was Alfie.. I froze for a couple of seconds and and waved and pulled Jack onto the dance floor with Zoe who arrived later on,

It was so hard to speak to Jack over the loud music but I managed to shout to him,

"IM GOING TO GET A DRINK DO YOU WANT ONE?"

"YES PLEASE LUCY!" Jack shouted back, I smiled and walked over to the bar, I ordered our drinks and I felt a pair of hand wrap around my waist, I turned around to see Jack's cheeky smile chuckling at me,

"You cheeky boy Jack" I giggled and he whispered into my ear, "I couldn't stay away from you that long" I pulled him closer and he reached in for a kiss, I felt fireworks this time. We kissed passionately until we pulled away, I smiled at him and he smiled back.

I turned around to grab our drinks and saw Alfie run out of the bar bashing everyone in his way, it was me again. What is it with me and upsetting everyone?