This Is Real Love (Jacksgap and Alfie Deyes fanfic)

Everything goes down hill. Again.

I woke up with Jack holding me tight, I unwrapped his hands from my body and sat on the edge of the hospital bed.

I needed a breath of fresh air, surly lying in the bed all day won't help my aching bones. I grabbed my crutches from next to the bed and put all my weight on my right foot. My legs were shaking so much it was like learning to walk all over again.

I opened to door and shut it quietly behind me, trying not to wake up Jack.

Each step I took made my body feel weaker and weaker, no turning back now. It felt like I was walking 10miles when I saw the toilets right next to me. I opened the door pulling my body inside. Luckily I only have one more day in this hell hole.

I looked at the girl standing in front of me in the mirror, "this isn't me" I whispered to myself.

I looked a wreck and Jack still loves me looking like this... boy.

I rested my hand on the sink holding my body as I placed my crutches on the wall next to the mirror. My legs were still shaking and I don't think my arms could hold up my body weight any longer.

The room started spinning faster and faster and my arms could take my weight anymore, my arms gave way and I crashed to the floor, hitting my head on the sink on the way to the ground.

I felt my body completely crush.

JACK'S POV

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I woke up in the room alone, where on earth has Lucy gone. This can't be good.

I jumped off the bed and ran as fast as I could to try and find Lucy's nurse.

"Lucy.. She's.. Gone.." I said breathing heavily from running.

The nurse looks up from her paper work and jumped up.

"Why would she do that" the nurse said under her breath.

"She can't of got far with that broken leg of hers" I reassured the nurse as I knew that Lucy wasnt that stupid and she would never of thought to run away.

The nurse and I both ran in different directions.

I headed towards the canteen area where I would stop and get Lucy a coffee every morning, I searched high and low for her but there was no sign of her. The nurse and I both met up outside of the girls toilets.

The nurse hurridly opened the door and there was a body laying on the floor with puddle of blood laying around her head.

I took off my top and placed it onto her head where the bleeding was coming from to stop her loosing all of her blood. I pulled her head onto my body and closed my eyes praying she would be okay.

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Lucy's head was attached to all the machines once again, I stared at her face which had an empy expression plastered on it. I knelt down next to her and rubbed her hand with my thumb and left a kiss on her forehead.

Loud beeping noises filled the room and the feeling of panic entered the room. 3 more nurses rushed into the room followed my the doctor.

"You need to leave" one of the nurses told me.

"No! I promise her I'd stay by her side through everything" I shouted at her.

"Please leave now." the doctor told me.

"Please, just let me at least say goodbye, I may never see the love of my life ever again. Please!" I begged her.

"I'm sorry" the nurse gave me a sympathetic look and closed the door behind her.

I would have thought I've cried out all my tears but no I still have loads left. Tears flooded out of my eyes as I slid down the door and dropped my head into my hands.

After a few hours of waiting nervously the nurses left the room and the doctor called me in.

"Sir is this your wife?"

I smiled at the thought of Lucy being my wife.

"No shes my girlfriend"

"Well I have good news, she's alive...but.

this isn't going to be a good but...

"She has a bad case of Amnesia.."

My heart literally sank, I really don't know what my emotion is. Heartbroken.

"She only will remember the people she was closest with so you have a 50% chance she will remember you."

My heart starting beating so fast, she will remember me right?

I entered the room and Lucy was awake, she was staring at her hand and playing with her nails" I smiled to myself seeing her again, actually awake.

"Hey you" I said to her softly.

My heart was in my mouth.

"Who are you, where's Alfie?"

My heart shattered into a million pieces.

She didn't remember me. She remembers Alfie.

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UH OH.

It's all gone bad again...

I WAS ACTUALLY GETTING EMOTIONAL WRITING THIS GAH.

Once again I have to apologise for not updating, Christmas and school and all that, then I typed it all and it all disappeared. but it's here sorry for the delay

Thanks for being amazing you lovely people, 3.8K reads is INSANE!

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