My girls

Chapter 4

Amelia pov-
It was just Jay and I left now, it was nearing 10:30 before I looked at my phone once again wiping my silent tears. I'd gotten a few notifications so I tapped on the ones which read 'ass that gave birth to me' and scanned over them, the last one made me frown. I was used to the yelling, the name calling but it's the first time she's told me not to come home. It's the first time she's forgotten where I am, the fact that I'm not home this week, I sigh. Jay stood pulling me from my thoughts.

Jay: "you heading out kid?" He asked with a smile.

I shook my head.

"No, I need to speak with Stacy. Have a good night!" I lie trying to smile back.

Everything was silent.

-morning-

I must have slept until the first call time, doors were being unlocked and the triggering sound of footsteps were heading my way. I squinted my eyes shut until the body had past entering the different rooms. opening my eyes, I organise everything to the way it was and start for the car park. A car pulls in as I pass a space. It's a white car. Stefania's car. The window rolled down and familiar voices shouted for me, I stopped spinning on my heels not wanting to be rude to them.

"Morning." I spoke gingerly starting to pick at my nails.

Stefania: "Buongiorno Bella, where are you going?"

"Oh umm, I forgot something back at my room, I'm just running to grab it. Let Peter know please?"

Danielle got out the car and traipsed over with a soft concerned look washing over her as she wrapped a single arm around stefania joining our silence, I started walking away after they both gave me a reassuring nod.

Entering the hotel, I make my way to the front desk pulling my sleeve into my grasp and picking my lip thinking about what to say. I'm met with an overly bright, cheesy smile. It hurt my face just looking at her. There was an awkward silence before I spoke up.

"H-hi, Amelia Thompson. Booked a room from 10th- 17th." My voice was wavering and my grip to the cuff of my hoodie getting tighter with every passing minute.

Eventually she confirmed that I indeed did have a room and passed over a key.

Entering my hotel, I started the shower and settling my bag on the huge bed before undressing myself and just sitting, pulling my knees close to my chest. I broke out into sobs. My body hiccuping with every noise that escaped I brought a hand to my soaked hair gripping firmly and the other to cover my face. Coughing at the water entering my lungs I reach to stop the water deciding I'd let out enough emotion for now and been gone long enough for someone to start worrying, I wrapped myself in a ripped, itchy towel making sure it was secure before spraying down the clothes I'd been wearing all week. Changing back into my clothes, I heading back to set.

Arriving back, I silently threw myself to the couch opening the book loosing myself in the depressing world of silent sue. As I read the words, a lump formed in my throat seeming to be hard to swallow, my eyes threatened tears and my heart dropped to my stomach as I related to the words more than I've ever related to anything. Quickly I shift my head to look around the room seeing only a few people deep in conversation, stefania nodded her head gesturing towards me. I quickly wiped at my eyes pretending to be asleep as the blonde turned towards me.

Danielle: "She's sleeping?" The American spoke with confusion.

Stefania: "No bella she was crying, she was reading but she was crying." Her voice full of concern before Danielle once again redirected the conversation.

I was called to do some scenes, silent shots acting mad at all the team 19 except maya and Ross before lunch, it took us an hour to get everything spot on, everyone disbursed. I just stood for a minute. Not feeling too hungry I headed back to the break room, I curl up on the couch, my feet tucked underneath me whilst opening my book, all my bad thoughts disappearing.
  Three pages later, I hear multiple sets of footsteps entering the room followed by laughs, I glanced up noticing that the power couple of 19 had entered starting to eat. Continuing to read I let a few tears slip at the words before me. Wiping away the wet fireworks trickling down my cheeks, I slam my book shut accidentally startling the people around me, I chuckle as I place it down to the side of me deciding to lay my head down. I zoned out.

Danielle: "Amelia?" She spoke with concern interjected with a light confusion. I didn't reply.

After a couple of scenes and a long while of waiting, everyone started to pack everything up, conversation flowing continuously. I silently worked just listening, every so often making eye contact with Danielle.

Peter: "19!"

Everyone: "19!"

I flinched at the sudden abundance of noise, I shook it off smiling at the praises we were receiving. Hold on to this Amelia, you have to go back there in a few days, I reminded myself, I sighed slouching sadly once again glancing at my phone. As people said their goodbyes I lowered myself to the couch sitting until it was just Danielle, Stefania and I. My leg bounced a little matching the rhythm of Danielle's, we just enjoyed the silence.

Danielle: "I guess we should head back... want a ride Amelia?" She made silent conversation with stefania as I just stared blankly. I didn't know how to reply, I didn't want to be a bother but I wanted to spend more time with them.

Danielle: "sunshine? You okay?" She asked panic filling her voice.

"I...uhh... I don't want to b-bother you b-both." I managed to form.

Danielle: "you're no bother sunshine, it's late, you shouldn't have to make your own way."

"I-it's okay Dani, I'm used to I-it." I swallowed the lump forming in my throat.

Danielle: "Amelia, you're no bother to us, you're part of our family now, we don't leave each other behind." Her voice was gentle but serious.

With a lot of convincing, I was getting into the back of Stefania's white car, i buckle myself in starting to pick at my nails as my leg bounced. Stefania received a phone call causing her to use her native tongue.

Danielle: "Hows the first few days been?" She questioned gently.

"Good, I mean better than being home." I trail off looking out the window.

Stefania: "ugh he's stupido!" She broke the comfortable silence. Her accent a little aggressive causing Danielle to have a pigment of pink to her cheeks and a giggle to fall from my mouth. I giggled almost silently as she turned on the ignition, she started to drive and before I knew it we were departing to our rooms. We were on different floors.

Stefania's pov-
After settling into one of my girlfriends oversized sweaters and some shorts, I lay thinking, the sound of the shower helping my mind to trail off in any way it needed too. My phone was quiet and Danielle was getting situated herself so i decided to put music on, Italian music.

Half an hour later, the clock read 12am and Danielle was snuggling against me. I held a secure arm around her whilst burying myself deeper into the bed sheets.

"Ti amo stupendo!" I whispered, hearing that her breathing instantly evened out and little snores were stringing from her slightly parted mouth. I let a small smile creep across my face as sleep over come me.

A/N:
HEYYY, Chapter 13 written and chapter 4 uploaded before a week and a half of hell at school. Mock GCSE'S coming up next week and honestly shitting myself about them because I'm someone thrives off of grade validation especially in my fav subject since my fav teacher is my teacher so yk.

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