Previously-
"What do you think about having a bambino?"Shit stefania that was meant to stay inside your head!
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Stefania pov-She didn't reply, my stomach tied together instantly making me no longer hungry, I reached my free hand out after placing the food down. She latched on sensing my nerves. Her face was blank.
Danielle: "Stefania,I know it's your dream but I'm not sure. We're not even out to the public and we haven't been together all that long. I'm not saying no but I'm not saying yes. I need time to think and process. I need to run."
Our hands detached and she threw down whatever remained in her hand. What have I done? Laying Amelia flat and swiftly covering her with a blanket which she instantly pulled under her chin inhaling deeply at the scent of me which she found comforting, i made my way to her room. I stood against the doorframe watching as the blonde was throwing clothes over her body frantically, fumbling around, monitoring her motions I brought myself to place a hand on her lower back.
Danielle: "Stefania I love you but I can't do this right now!" She whisper yelled still mindful of Amelia. I scoffed just walking away knowing I would snap if we'd stayed in each others company any longer. Heading back to the sofa I see that Amelia was starting to stir, she was shaking as the door slam shut behind her obnoxiously loud. I sat back down beside her as she sat upright a little confused as to where she was, she whined a little.
"It's okay Bella, Danielle's just a little bit mad at me right now." She sighed as I opened my arm for her to rest her head in my lap, amazed at her confidence. I run my long fingers through her hair she looked up at me.
Amelia: "why's Dani mad with you?" She asked quietly. I sighed just thinking about it fighting back the brimming tears.
"I said something that scared her and she freaked out so she's not really mad, more scared. She gone for a run to help clear her head." I explained sniffling at the stray tear escaping.
Amelia: "did you say it in a mean way?" She asked curiously reaching to wipe the dot of wet rolling from my eye.
I shook my head.
Amelia: "did you mean to make her scared?"
Once again I shook my head.
Amelia: "then she'll be okay when she realises that."
A weak smile formed over my red, splotchy face at her innocence but intelligence. She reached out an arm to grab the small bite sized pastry sitting up as the door opened with the sound of quick footsteps.
Danielle pov-
Stefania and I don't argue, we're good like that, we talk things out. As friends, as girlfriends, we've always talked things out. She usually prevents me from leaving. We're a bit like maya and carina in that sense, I run or shower before being able to talk anything out. Curtsy of growing up in a loud household, you find the quietest places to process everything.
As i entered I watched Amelia jump back, my feet were moving faster than I anticipated them too but soon got me to be crouched down in front of both brunettes. My breathing still erratic from my twenty minute run I steady myself glancing from the floor to my Italian.
Stefania: "Danielle what?" She stuttered astonished almost at my presence.
"I yaaa, I know I ran out on you and I know I should have talked to you but yes... yes. Of course I will have a baby with you. Screw what anyone else thinks, me and you against the world. I- I love you stefania a lot, I'm sorry baby."
I blurted sniffling lightly.
The room fell silent. The sound of breathing haunting me, i paced back and forth just waiting for anyone to say anything. Tears still spilling, I wiped at my eyes before thinking aloud.
"Shower, cold shower."
The older brunette stood reaching out her hands, I searched for any form of anger before taking them. Our eyes locked as the room was once again filled with our breathing.
Stefania: "Danielle, bambina I love you. A lot, a lot and I don't want you to do things on my terms. If you're not ready then we can wait longer, I want you to be happy about this too."
My mind was racing, I couldn't talk about this now, it's nearing midnight and we had a preteen siding us. Stefania and only stefania knows how I grew up, the dynamic of my house, the way I lost my father. She knows everything. She found me when I was hurting. When I was ready to give up.
Flashback 4 years
It was the first day back after season two hiatus and nothing but excitement could fill the atmosphere, well except mine. I was hurt, I was a ball of anxiety, I just wanted to be in bed. I knew there was going to be many welcoming meetings throughout the course of the day due to Mayas new love interest carina. I'd seen a photo of the women, she had an olive complexion with chocolaty eyes and a vibrant smile, I could look at her all day. She looked like the kind of person to deeply care about anyone she came to contact with no matter the circumstance.
-3 hours later-
Having just grabbed a coffee and some chocolate, I was heading back to my trailer just thinking, I'd decided that I'd hide away this week. Hiding was kind of the only thing I knew how to do other than shower or run when feeling like this. I collided with a tall, perfect frame, I groaned through frustration as foreign words fell from her mouth.
"no no no no, non oggi! (No, no, no, no, not today!)" Her voice sounded full of life, happy.
"Sorry, I should have been looking. My fault." I was blunt, rolling my eyes discontentedly.
"No, no, you're okay. I was walking a little fast." She chuckled pulling her sleeve to grip nervously.
End of flashback
A/N-
Hey, thought I'd give a little memory moment of our girls. I loved writing this chap so much, probably because it's the way I imagined them first meeting. Not sure why? Is that just me?Lmk thoughts.....
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