𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙚𝙙

XXIX

Tuesday 23, 3:07 am
friends without benefits🫦

violin bastard 🎻😌
i've had enough of this shit
i'm tired of waiting

poetry boy 📝✒️
shut up

violin bastard 🎻😌
no
how long do i have to wait before she stops being a pussy and actually talk

poetry boy 📝✒️
mate
drop it
calling her names will only make it worse

violin bastard 🎻😌
please
if anything it should catch her attention

poetry boy 📝✒️
you can be a real ass you know?

violin bastard 🎻😌
how are you not bothered by this?????

poetry boy 📝✒️
i'm bothered by you
and how i lied
how we lied
but at least i respect some people

violin bastard 🎻😌
some 🙄

poetry boy 📝✒️
more than you ever will

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Tuesday 23, 6:35 am
the powerpuff girls

bea👅💅
should i block them?

My Secret 🙈💋
who?

My Soul💕👌
riddles ofc

My Secret 🙈💋
YOU DIDNT YET????????

bea👅💅
no...
ig i was hoping they would do smth

My Soul💕👌
they didn't text?

bea👅💅
they did
i just don't want to talk to them

My Secret 🙈💋
as much as that's confusing, i understand

bea👅💅
the youngest is a real...

My Soul💕👌
bastard?

bea👅💅
times 100000000

My Secret 🙈💋
meet us at breakfast
i'll text them

bea👅💅
thanks 🥲
(but i'm not eating breakfast)

My Soul💕👌
the day you eat breakfast will be the day i marry malfoy

My Secret 🙈💋
so true.

bea👅💅
LOL
idk why everyone always spreads rumors abt you liking him

My Soul💕👌
not everyone, malfoy
he loves me
i don't blame him 💁‍♀️

My Secret 🙈💋
YESSSSSSSS
live that royal life sugar <3

*
Tuesday 23, 6:48 am
friends without benefits🫦

violin bastard 🎻😌
you're immature for ignoring us

poetry boy 📝✒️
do you ever shut up?
if she killed your family, how would you feel??

violin bastard 🎻😌
i would feel amazing.

poetry boy 📝✒️
does nothing get through that thick skull of yours?

*
Tuesday 23, 7:01 am
poetry boy 📝✒️ - bea👅💅

poetry boy 📝✒️
i haven't come to ask for forgiveness, because i am aware i am unworthy of it. you gave me enough trust for a small friendship to form, and i destroyed it. i should have told you everything from the start, and though it is not a time for excuses, i simply didn't know how to bring that information upon you. i am also fully aware that the way everything went was completely uncalled for. i am here to also apologize, not only for my actions, but also those of my brother's, he has no right to call you anything or force you into forgiving us. i respect your decision, no matter what it is, i know whatever you choose, i hope it is for your best health,
sincerely and with best wishes, t.m.

*

I walked into the Great Hall, my sweaty hands clutching my waist while my arms were wrapped around myself. My phone buzzed in my pocket as I spotted Regina and Pansy, both on their phones, I assumed it was them. I quickly took my seat across from them, taking my phone out of my pocket and playing it face down on the table.

"Hey hon," Reg greeted, her eyes and voice filled with sympathy.

"Can you please check my texts? I'm too scared," I whispered. I don't know why I was so nervous, my phone had been blowing up all morning and I guess I was afraid to face everything. Pansy reached over and unlocked my phone, opening my messages.

"My lord, he sent a whole paragraph," she exhales, blowing her bangs out of the way. "Do you want to change their names? I can change it to Riddle and bastard." I shrugged, knowing it wouldn't matter either way. Reg and Pans slouched over my phone as they read every word until they finally put down my phone.

"Is it bad?" I asked, shrinking in my seat.

"The bastard is being a real bastard. And Riddle is a real riddle." I let my head fall and hide in my arms, I was too tired for all this shit, but I knew I couldn't face them, I'd fall apart. I reached for my phone, skimming the texts. My heart leaped into my throat and my breath was cut short. Tears filled my eyes the longer I looked at the words, they were sticking, I felt as if someone had written them all over me.

"You can't let this control you," Reg comforted, placing her hand on mine, her thumb gently stroking my skin, trying to calm my nerves. Who knew that two people could completely destroy me? I bounced my leg up and down as the tips of my fingers started to tingle. Now instead of my lack of breath, it became very rapid while my heart rate shot up.

"Bea, put your head down," Pansy whispered, getting up to come sit beside me, rubbing my arm. I tried to inhale and exhale slowly, but my fingers were numbing. Panic attacks will be the cause of my death one day. "Beatrix. Listen. In for four counts, hold for two, out for four, repeat." I choked on my breath, trying the method.

"That's it," I heard Reg say, knowing her eyes were glazed with ready-to-spill tears. After a while, I felt myself calming down a bit more. With enough strength, I lifted my head while it throbbed on the side of my temples. I rubbed the sides of my head to reduce the pain.

"You're doing great," Pansy muttered against my forehead as she gave me a kiss.

God, I loved my girls.

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another chapter because i kept y'all waiting, i hope it's good :D
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