Freen's POV
She's now talking to her husband on the phone while I awkwardly sit here like sht.
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Yes, I'm with her right now.
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Don't worry, everything's under control.
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I know what boundaries are.
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Okay love, bye.
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She looked at me for a second before telling him,
I love you too.
Then the call ended.
There goes that weird feeling again.
"I'll just ask someone to bring you your new stupid journal tomorrow. Of course, after that you have to leave me alone forever as you promised." She said with a cold tone.
SILENCE
"Why do you hate me so much?." I frankly asked.
I mean if Becky and I will inevitably end up like this, I need to at least know the reason why and how we got here.
"It's easier to forget you that way." She said with her voice almost breaking, as her eyes manifests the pain.
But what she just said literally shattered my heart into pieces.
"You're not just a coward Freen. In fact, you're the worst person I've met in my life. You didn't commit to me back then not because you were scared, you held yourself back because I'm not worth it and I will never be as enough as Heng and Billy--"
"That's not true." I sincerely said.
"Wait, who's Billy?." I added.
"Tsk stop the car." She suddenly said.
They drove me back home. Mom seems waiting by the front door and she looked so worried.
"Aunt Nun kept calling me this morning, worried you might do something crazy. You can get out now." She said, with that same cold tone.
Then I suddenly thought,
"Last favor. Can you hand me the journal instead?. Tomorrow night, just the two of us."
"Why are you making things more difficult than it already is?." She said.
"I just need to confirm something."
"Confirm what?."
NEXT DAY
8 PM
I found out that I own a condo unit and suggested Becky to meet there. I invited her inside as she instantly gave me the new journal.
"That's all they could find." She said as she sat down by the couch.
"Looks fine to me. Anyways sorry, I didn't prepare dinner--but I ordered pizza, your favorite." I told her.
"I don't eat pizza anymore." She said.
"What? Why not?."
"Let's just say husbands don't like their wives gaining unnecessary weight." She said.
FLASHBACK
Becky and I used to bring a lot of snacks while watching by which Heng forbids now because he said I might get ugly and fat.
Some things had changed in my life because of Heng, but I don't think this is the type of change I want.
EOFB
"Look, he's just worried about my health. Don't demonize the gesture." She added.
"W-well, he's always been a great guy. Anyways, let's open this thing." I said and flipped a page.
I grabbed a pen from my pocket and started writing,
[ Dear Universe,
Please take me back to reality. ]
"Tsk weirdo." Becky commented when she saw what I just wrote.
"Uhm do you have some lipstick there?." I asked her.
"Nah, I left it at the ca--"
Out of impulse I pulled her in and pushed our lips together and then I sealed my entry with a kiss mark.
"What the hell?!." She said. Well, pissed is an understatement.
But I don't get it, nothing happened.
"Tsk I knew it! I shouldn't be here. I should've listened to--" She tried to stand up but I gently pulled her back down.
"You promised to leave me alone after I give you this stupid journal and now you--" She said but pulled her back in for a kiss, a passionate one.
Which I have no idea why I was doing it.
At first she was hesitant but later on gave in and even held my neck.
I'll go back to my reality first thing in the morning anyways. Besides, it's her fault she wore this red silky dress and I won't deny that it instantly turned me on the moment she entered the room.
This is not the real world so that means I can do whatever I want, right?.
I gently kissed her down her neck when she suddenly pulled away,
"This is not right. I'm married--" she said.
"Well, marrying him is the only mistake you've done in this lifetime." I told her, as I aggressively kissed her down her shoulder after I pulled down her dress.
She sat on my lap as I unclasp her bra and started licking each of her nips, gently sucking it as she pushed my head even closer.
I then slowly slid my hand inside her underwear gently touching her clit until it turned into a sensual rubbing.
I've never done this before but I guess this future version of myself is a s*x freak because this sht came out naturally.
Becky gently laid down the couch with legs spread wide. I took her underwear off and was fascinated by the look of her now wet core.
"Eat me honey." She seductively said.
And the rest is history
MORNING CAME
I stretched and was flabbergasted to find that I'm still in this world, with Becky, in my condo.
Like, what the hell?!
