dizziness

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6 months later

H Y U N J I N

A lot can happen in six months, right? I've been living in Minho's house for six months now and we actually get along really well. We painted my room together and conceded, I now have a job in a small cafe not far from Minhos... my home. The others come by often and we talk, if I'm not little me. In addition, I am completely healthy again, i.e. physically as well as mentally and so on. What I've often noticed is that Lino often just stares at me or when the others are there and we both tell them news, for example, that they have a permanent grin on their face and look at us with a look that I can't interpret.

Like now. Minho and I told them that I was accepted into the cafe. They grinned again and looked at us with a look I couldn't utter. But I didn't let that deter me and so we all fell into a deep conversation. At a certain point, however, I was out and just listening until I suddenly felt uncomfortable. I felt like the room was spinning and when I closed my eyes the feeling was stronger so I opened my eyes again and there were these black dots in my vision. I got up and wanted to get something to drink.. I wanted... when I got to the kitchen I had the glass in my hand when everything went black and I felt myself hitting the floor. I didn't move a meter and then the others came running. "HYUNIE!" shouted Lino.

In order not to scare them, I wanted to sit up, but they shouted "Don't move!!" and I did just that. "Hyunie, what happened?" asked a voice in front of me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Chan's worried face. With the help of Chan and Changbin, I was able to sit up and mumbled a low "Dizzy..." and hoped no one heard, but unfortunately Seungmin heard it. "What made you dizzy? And why didn't you say anything?" I said nothing, not knowing why I was getting dizzy and why I didn't say anything. Seconds later Minho appeared next to me and handed me something to drink, I looked at it for a while until I took a few sips and wanted to hand it back to him, but one look from Chan and Minho was enough and I emptied the whole glass.

"We'll stay seated for a while and then we can slowly go back to the living room, okay?" I nodded and so they talked again while I just listened again. Jisung disappeared into the living room for a short time and then came back and everyone looked at me promptly. I got up and everything was spinning again, so I fell over a bit and grabbed onto this person who was next to me. "Better?" Seungmin asked and I nodded and he held me tight and we waddled back into the living room. There he let me down next to Minho and we were talking again. Towards evening they said goodbye to us and drove home and so Lino and I were alone, he looked at me and then asked. "Are you feeling better?" I nodded and he smiled softly at me. "Are you hungry?" he asked and I nodded.

He got up to go to the kitchen but I stopped him, he turned to me and looked at me questioningly. "M-may I help you?" he smiled at me and nodded. "But you sit down at the table.. I don't want anything happen to you or that you get seriously hurt okay?" I nodded and so I got up and walked into the kitchen, followed by Minho. We prepared the food  and ate it 30 minutes later while chatting in a comfortable atmosphere. After eating he shooed me out of the kitchen back into the living room and said I should choose a movie, which I did. I laid down on the sofa to wait for him, but fell asleep after a few minutes. Too tired to keep myself awake.

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