Do you ever just randomly get a feeling in your stomach?
Like your not mad at anyone but yourself
Mom asks 'why are you mad'
But you can't answer because it's useless
How would you explain
Dad says 'it's just emotion, get over it'
Sometimes it's not that easy
Maybe it's because I just need to lock up everything
Maybe i should stop being so selfish caring about my own emotion
and yet even if I do
I would get told 'That's not like you'
How do you even know me
I don't even know me
How do you know that's not like me when I cease to exist
Maybe if it was easy to just
Through emotions in jail and lock them up
And care about everyone else around you
'It's selfish not to ask how someone's feeling'
I'm sorry, I just realized that I have to hide
In this darkness we call earth
I should just keep things to myself
But if I do I would constantly get asked
'Why don't you tell us anything'
Maybe you should choose which one I should do
Before I shut you out completely
I really should have kept that to myself
It's just 'emotions' right
Flick the light switch then
