Something great | Calum Hood

Chapter 35

A few minutes till Calum said, he'll pick me up. I'm all ready, wearing something comfortable and no I didn't go for my PJs, although nothing is more comfortable than PJs for me, at least. So now I'm wearing just some ripped black skinny jeans and purple sweater, which says; I love London. My hair are in ponytail with some purple headband and I'm wearing minimum of make up, just some foundation and mascara. I hope I'm not dressed up too comfy. Let's just hope it'll go fine tonight, I'm really tired of the relationship or if you can even call it relationship with Calum.

I'm sitting on the couch in the living room, watching some movie with Nina and 2 of her friends. I don't really pay a lot of attention on the movie, I'm a little nervous, but I don't know why, I mean, I know this is Calum Hood and stuff, but I thought I'd be use to it by now, i guess... My thoughts are interrupted by my very original ringthone; sound of an eagle, so that means I've just gotten a text from someone... I expect it would be from Calum, but to my surprise it wasn't, it was from Harry...

*Holaaaaa! i've just heard that you and Calum are going on a date. soo, would you mind come here after that, i mean, if you want, tonight it's just me, so i would like some company. :DD* interesting, very interesting...

*Well, i would love to, but Calum is picking me up so I don't know if he would like the thought of me being with you alone in your house... if you know what i mean :p where does 5SOS boys staying at? :O* I thought, they would be at Harry's all the time, but I guess I was wrong. In that second someone knocks on the door.

"I'll get it, it's probably Calum anyways, so have fun!" I say to Nina and her friends and wave.

"K, bye!" They all say back in sync.

I open the door and see Calum smiling. How can he be so cute, I think he is not human, because I've never seen any human looking so perfect, literally all the time. Even when he is on stage, jumping and sweating like crazy, even then he is soo damn cute...

"Well, since I'm clearly interrupting your deep thoughts, I would like to take you somewhere, not just let you stand and think about something in you doorstep." He's joking, oh I totally forgot that I should say something, not just think about him.

"Oh, right, hey Calum!" I say excited and hug him.

"Well, thats more like it." He laughs, then lets go of me and starts to walk towards the taxi. I follow him just few inches behind as I receive another text from Harry. *So what, tell him, if I had any intentions to kidnap you, I've done it, by now :P nope, they are at Liam's house, cause i kick them out... no just kidding :D please come tonight, i'm really really really bored :((* I smile a little at the text.

"You look kind of busy tonight, are you sure you want to come with me?" I don't know why this pissed me off, but it has.. I mean, what, I can't even read the text when I'm with him? He expects that he can be always unavailable to me and I would be always running behind him, yes I understand that he is famous, but I mean Harry is famous too and he doesn't have that attitude...Oh I don't think this is good idea, I have so much going on in my mind right now, I don't even think why I'm "dating" him, it's not like I have anything out of it... I have to clear that out tonight with him, otherwise I'm gonna explode, from all that feelings inside me...

"Well, I'm not, I'm just texiting... So where are we going?" I say a little harsh.

"I'm taking you somewhere, I hope you would like it, I mean the taxi would take us there, since I might get lost around here." He speaks, like he didn't notice me being a little mean, I guess. He opened the door for me and I climb in. I was quiet the whole ride, which wasn't very long. He didn't say nothing as well, but he at least held my hand the whole time. The taxi stops in front of some kind of park, wow it is indeed very nice, I love it. Calum pays the driver and we start to walk through the park.

"Why do I have the feeling, like something's bothering you?" He asks me but continue walking... Should I tell him? All of it?? It's gonna come out of me eventually.

"So are we gonna just walk or?" I ask him, I would really like to look in to his eyes when I tell him all this stuff.

"No, we're gonna sit here." And he points to the bench and around it are lots and lots of candles... Lucky, tonight is beautiful night, imagine what would it be if it was windy, really? Am I the only one who is thinking about some totally unimportant stuff? I guess so... He sits down and pulls me closer to him, so now I'm facing him.

"So what's up?" He asks me, looking deep in to my eyes, I could melt right now, but I have to get this out, I have to tell him...

"Well, I don't know Calum... I don't even feel like we're dating, I mean, it's not because you are famous and always busy, I get that, really, I'm dating a rock star, but what bothers me is, you expect me to always have time for you,you didn't even like it before, when I was reading my text. What happens when I'll have my promoting tour for the book and I won't have any time? I'm thinking what do I even get from this relationship, other than the fact that I'm dating famous person, and nothing else, you don't even know what's going on in my life..." I look down, I can feel he's in shock right now.

"What do you want me to do? I'm trying to negotiate with our manager for you, so you could come with us and I do know you have a job now, I was with you." He says.

"It's not just that Calum. Look, Liam and Sophia for example, he doesn't act like he is famous around her, he thinks that she is the same as he is, he really cares for her and you can see that. She can't go with him everytime and she doesn't mind, I mean she is sad yes, but she knows, that Liam's got only her. He showed her that and he knows everything about her, do you even know how am I feeling about the job and all this? No you don't." I look at him this time, I feel like I'm gonna start crying any minute.

"What should I do? Tell me, because I'm confused." His expression is unreadable.

"Well, if you don't know that, I can't help you..." I get up and I'm waliking away, fast, trying to keep my tears back.

"Where are you going?" He yells behind me, but this only makes me want to cry, I can't cry, I'm stonger that that, I won't cry over some guy, I start to run. I just left Calum alone in the park, where he wanted to have a nice night with just me... I'm a bad person, what have I done? I'm still running, don't really know where, I don't want to go home, because if Nina sees me like this, she would probably call the police, well she is kind of overprotective.

I stop running and I look around, why does this looks so familiar to me? Of course it is Harry's street. I run to find Harry's house and I knock on the door, knowing I'lI look like a mess, my mascara is probably all over my face.

"Diana!" he says the moment he opens the door and looks at me. I just look at him and start to cry even more, not able to say anything else.

He pulls me in to a hug, I hug him back.

"Come on in." He says, grabbing my arm and leading me to the couch in his living room. We sit down and with no words at all he hugged me again this time tighter.

"Shhh" He says quietly, gently caressing my hair.

I don't know how he does it, but he knows exactly how to react in every situation, I guess he would know what to do even if someone would brake in his house right now and try to rob him.

"Oh I'm a mess." I say into his chest.

"No you're not, it's gonna be okay, I promise."