Something great | Calum Hood

Chapter 36

I eventually stopped crying. Harry notices that too...

"Well, now I better change my shirt, it's like I've been out in the pouring rain." He jokes, I love this, it's just everything so easy with him, why can't be like that with Calum. I smile a little.

"There we go. It's not that hard, is it?" he pokes me in the arm. I send him my killing look.

"Don't kill me, I wanna live!" He makes a puppy face.

"I won't, I'm just going to the bathroom, to make myself look... at least descend." I stand up, turn myself on one heel and walk to the bathroom. When I look myself in the mirror, almost all the mascara was washed off. I just wash my face and take my headband out of my hair, instead of ponytail I make messy bun. I can't really believe what I did to Calum, I mean I'm so messed up, I can't even think about, you know... me, I'm a disaster, for no reason at all, I pushed Calum away from me.

"Are you done? Harry has to wee." Harry knocks on the door and I smile a little to myself. I open the door and let him in as I go out.

"And wash your hands." I wink at him, he laughs. 

I'm sitting in the kitchen waiting for Harry, as I feel my phone vibrating, but I don't even want to look at who is calling, because I will have to explain all of it to them. That's why Harry is different, ever since I knocked on his door, looking like a mess, crying my eyes out for almost an hour, he didn't ask me once what's wrong. I know right now, he is the only person I know I would tell, what happened, he will know what to do.

"You wanna eat something?" he asks me.

"Harry I'm a bad person, I just throw away the relationship with Calum, I left him alone and now I don't know what to do." Wow, I didn't think I would tell him all this, that fast.

"Okay, all I wanted to know is if you wanna eat something." He laughs, "So, by the fact of what you just have told me now, i'm guessing you dont't feel happy with him." he says sitting down in the chair next to me.

"How do you know that?" I ask him.

"Look, if a girl is happy with someone, she wouldn't have a brake down like you just had on Calum. Now, something's been bothering you and he didn't notice, you felt like he thinks that he is something more than you are. So that what's been building up inside you and I guess you chose tonight to tell him all that." He says. He is right, like if he'd see in my head.

"What should I do?" I ask him.

"It's up to you, what do you want to do. But if I was you, I wouldn't call him just yet, I would wait and see if he will even try to find me, then you will know that he really cares, otherwise it's not worth it." He is looking at me with his green eyes.

"You are right, I won't call him or answer to his calls for awhile and we'll see what he's gonna do about that." I say, knowing it's gonna be hard to face the truth, especially if that truth will be the one; he won't even try to find me.

"Good choice, I wish I would come up with that." He laughs.

"Thank you Harry." I say and hug him, he hugs me back, I guess Harry is just huggable person.

"No problem Diana, so tell me what's the next book from the one of the world wide famous authors." He asks me, well look at that he asked me about the book, and he didn't need to, but he did. See Calum, that's all I want, nothing more.

"I don't know really, I don't have any ideas on the new book and i'm freaking out, and stuff with Calum only makes me not able to think about the writhing. I'm scared, what if I can't come up with anything, or what if they won't like it this time?" I'm out of breath, by the time I manage to get all this out, so that's what I needed to get out, I just needed someone to asks me how am I. That's nothing to complicated or is it? Was I too harsh to Calum? I wish I could go back in time.

"Hey, hey, hey, calm down now." He puts his hand on my shoulder. "If any of that happens, then you'll just have to face the truth, that you suck and you will have to marry an old millionaire so that's the only way you will have any money." He laughs.

"Ugh Harry!!" I punch him in the stomach playfully and laugh. How can he makes me laugh, when I don't feel like doing anything else but lay in my bed and cry till the rest of my days?

"You are so kind you know?" He asks me.

"Why?" I ask him back.

"Because you keeping me company, when I'm bored, well I didn't really expect that you will showed up unexpectedly on my door crying and then cry for another hour, but I'll take that too. I knew you couldn't be without me." He makes fun of me.

"Oh don't let me change my mind." I'm threatening him.

"No, no don't leave me, I'll be nice, I promise." He makes another of his puppy faces.

"So tell me, what do you want to do then?" I ask him.

"You are my guest, you choose." He smirks.

"Would it be so wrong if I would just want to lay in the bed with you and just talk?" I say looking down.

"I like where this is going." He winks.

"It's not going anywhere. Or maybe in your room." I smile to my comment and start to walk into his room, which by now I know exactly where it is. He is following me close behind, but not to close. I lay down on his bed and he lays down next to me, facing me.

"Do you think Calum would come after me?" I ask him.

"He is a dickhead if he doesn't." He answers me.

"What would you do in situation like this? I mean before, like some girl would have such a brake down on you for nothing?" Now I'm looking at his eyes not even blinking.

"Firstly I wouldn't let it come this far, I mean, I would talk to my girl about everything and I will know her mood changes and stuff so I would know something's up, and secondly, girls don't have breakdowns for nothing, there is always something behind it." He simply answers with his low voice, I could listen to him all day.

"How do you even know what to say, in like every situation, for example, when I was crying, you didn't even ask me any questions? Which I'm really thankfull for."

"Well about crying, you told me what to do on Luke's birthday party and other stuff I just imagine what I would like to be treated and then just watch the person react, it's not hard really, you just have to pay attention to the others." He smiles. Why can't all men be like him, he could give his brains to Calum...

"Interesting, not expecting this from famous Harry." I joke and poke him in his chest.

"Yeah well..."