*Guys if you ever do read this bit go listen to objects in the rear view mirror by Meatloaf its an amazing song and it was the last generation's version of therapy, sort of. I love it.
Also I'm sorry I haven't written in two months so this hopefully will make up for it.*
"Jack." I hugged him.
"Naomie what are you doing here I thought they dismissed you?" He kissed me on the lips but there was no butterfly feelings I was used to with him infact there was no feeling at all.
"I asked Alex if I could stay with him since my brother's gone on a buisness trip and well Alex had a mishap and I had to bring him here." I sighed "I thought you were getting dismissed soon?"
"I got dismissed two hours ago but Zack promised me a lift home and I never got one."
"I would offer you one but I came with Alex in the ambulance."
"Wait how badly injured is he if he needed an ambulance."
"He's lost a lot of blood but I'm sure he'll be alright."
Jack nodded before kissing me again. As much as I missed Jack I had a niggling urge to just pull away and never go back just go and see if Alex was okay. I pulled back from Jack to be met by his hungry eyes.
"Nai I need you. I need you so much."
"Jack its-" he cut me off with another kiss before dragging me into an empty room. "Jack not now, please not whilst your best friend is here in hospital."
"I-I'm sorry you're right I shouldn't, we shouldn't." he stepped back from me.
I had two options in my head right now; give into him, or walk away.
"Fuck this." I kissed him hard.
He groaned kissing me back just as hard. I licked my lips pulling open his hoodie finding he had nothing underneath. He took the liberty of stripping me down too before throwing me onto the bed diving ontop of me hungrily. He kissed me hard not giving me any warning before he thrusted in. The only thing fueling us was pure lust and longing for the touch the taste the sense of eachother's body pressed together. His pace was quick and from the longing neither of us lasted long. The door opened and stood there was a doctor.
"Get dressed before I throw you out." he announced before walking away. I looked back at Jack.
"We better go check on Alex." I nodded.
"Yeah uh I'll see you in there." I dressed quickly before running into Alex's room. It was silent the heart monitors brain waves every machine quiet despite the buzz of the machinery. What was I to do?
