Will it ever stop? | JJ Maybanks

All this, in one day?

Y/Ns POV

...what.

He didn't even give me time to respond and just rushed off. I stood there in confusion for like 5 seconds before running after him. He goes out of the main door walking really fast. "JJ stop! Wait!" I yell trying to make him stop walking away. "Omg JJ please wait for me!" I yell again now running and when I reach him I grab his arm to turn him around. He yanks my hand away aggressively.

"JJ calm down..." I say trying to comfort him. He looks at me with angry eyes. His expression tells me how much he hates me. I can't help but let my tears take over again. "Why do you always run away? Why won't you ever listen to me for once?" I say sad because of his running away again. He shakes his head. "You're an ungrateful bitch." I just look at him with sad eyes. "I- I love you too.." I mumble. "I don't Y/N. Not anymore. I told you that I 'loved' you." He says not caring about the heartbreaking things he's saying right now.

"Why do you keep breaking my heart JJ.." I say with my voice breaking as I talk. I get deja vu. The last time I tried explaining him that I was innocent, we were out in the dark yelling at eachother. And now here we are again. "Don't you get tired of lying Y/N." He says but I know he wanted to continue. His eyes turn soft but just for a second until they switch again. We just stare at each other in silence.

In this moment I didn't want to do anything but kiss him. But I couldn't. "You're an asshole JJ and I don't know what keeps me loving you." He just looks at me. "I lied." Thats all he says before walking away again. "Lied about what? And where are you going again?" I yell after him but this time I don't follow him. Did he lie about not loving me anymore?

JJs POV
I walk away. Again. I'm such an insecure asshole. I break down in tears and fall on my knees. I trust her. I know the story but Steward and his mother forced me to stay away from her or else they would be sending people to kill me. Now I don't even know what I did to her but for some reason they didn't want me to be near her. I knew that people were watching me. I also knew that she was working with Ward.

And now how could a dude like me survive people like her mother or Ward? Exactly, he wouldn't. I cried every day trying to keep on with the act. She must feel so useless. I know how her parents abused her. How Steward never really cared of what happened to her. We were kids, how was I supposed to notice.

I miss her everyday and was so happy for the hug we shared yesterday. I have no idea where to stay. I will just go home and try to lock the bedroom door so my father can't come in. Not like he never broke the door down but that was the only feeling of safety. Even if it was really little.

I was in bed thinking about her. Seeing her smile with that boy made my heart break. I love her. I couldn't even fight for her, I'm so weak. I could never forgive myself.

Y/Ns POV

Once I woke up John B was standing infront of me. "Wheres JJ?" He asks looking anxious.  "I don't know." I pretend. "Don't lie Y/N." He says knowing. "We had a fight while you were asleep and then he just walked off." I tell him truthfully without much detail. His fingers run through his hair, he seems frustrated. "Do you know where he's gone?" I shook my head. He mutters a f&ck.

"Come on." He walks off and tells Pope and Kie to follow him. Is it my fault again? Memories of yesterday flood back in my mind as tears begin to swell up. "F&ck you JJ." I mumble to myself. I try to make myself happy by thinking of Sebastian again. Thinking that he'll be at the beach again I get ready and run off to the beach. And I was right. He's sitting there drinking a coke with his surfboard next to him. I walk up to him.

He turns around and sees me. I can see his eyes lit up in excitement. Am I really falling inlove again? I smile at him and he stands up to hug me. "Heyyy Y/N. I missed you even tho its been like yesterday but you know." He says obviously getting nervous again. He offers me his coke but I decline. "Do you want to continue teaching me how to surf?" I ask him still smiling, probably like an idiot. He nods happily. "Your professional surf teacher is always ready, m'am!" He salutes again making me burst out laughing. We both laugh as he picks up his surfboard.

The sun begins to set. We spent the whole day together laughing and joking around. Once I laughed so hard that I choked on the salt water. A really fun day. I'm really grateful that I found him yesterday. We get out of the water and walk to our towels. I look at the time. "Wow, we spent the whole day out in the water." I look at him. He chuckles. "You forget time when you have fun." He says that makes me blush.

"You're beginning to become a real good surfer!" He says showing me that he's proud of me. I hug his side as we were walking. "And you're becoming a real good teacher!" I say back laughing. He puts his arm around my shoulder as we walk really close. "How about tomorrow we go walking around the neighborhood? When evening hits so that we can watch the sunset together.." "sure" i answer while blushing. Nobody had ever asked me that. "I'll pick you up yeah?" He says and I nod. We plan out what time we go tomorrow and then bid our goodbyes.

I was waiting for JJ's stupid remarks again but nobody was here this time. I shrug thinking they'll come over later on. I sit down on the couch and go through my phone but I start to get bored so I go set up an outfit for tomorrow. But the thought of JJ never leaves my mind. What was he lying about? Suddenly someone knocks on the door. I open to see who it was and it's that dude that went through my stuff the other day.

I look at him confused. "Is Rafe here?" He asks looking really angry. "Or is blondie here?" He asks again without giving me time to respond he pushes me down. "Where the f&ck is he?" He yells at me as I begin to get scared. "I- I don't know." I stutter cause of the nervousness. "Y- You don't know?" He mocks me really angrily. I nod my head scared for his next move. He pushes me to the side and begins to throw my stuff all around the room.

"Wtf man." I yell at him but regret it as soon as he turns around to look at me. He grabs a knife from his pocket and presses it to my neck. I swear if I moved a little it would cut my neck open. "Your friends stole 25k from me and I know damn well that you know where they are" he asks getting into my face. "No. I don't, really!" I breathe out scared shitless.

He lets go and walks away but then grabs something and suddenly throws it on my head which caused me to faint on spot. "I will show your friends what happens if they f&ck with me."

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