Soukoku Oneshots

2:00 AM

It was a rainy night and Dazai couldn't sleep at all and he chooses to go to Chuuya's apartment.By the time he got to Chuuya he was drenched in rain and knocking on the door.Chuuya opens the door and he looks shocked to see Dazai.
-Come in.
-Thanks...
-You can't sleep because of the storm?
-Yea..and because of the nightmares.
They enter Chuuya's bedroom.
-You can change into a pajama of mine.
-Thanks,Chibi.
Dazai changes into a pijama.
-Do you want to cuddle,Samu?
-Yea...
They cuddle in bed until Dazai hears a thunder and he flinches.
-Samu, what's wrong?
-...N-Nothing...
Dazai hears another thunder and he clings into Chuuya,scared of the terrifying sound that keep getting louder and louder.Chuuya can see the fear in his eyes and hears it in his breath.This whole moment is horrible for him,the terrifying sound of the darkness the sound bring to Dazai.Chuuya holds him tight.
-Love, what's wrong?
-...
-Are you scared of the thunder,baby?
-...Y-Yea...
Chuuya holds Dazai tighter.
-Shhh...I'm here,Samu.
-I'm...s-scared...I hate it..
-I'm here,love.You are save with me.I'll turn on the light bulb,okay?
-...Okay...
Chuuya goes to turn on the light bulb and it doesn't work.And comes back to Dazai.
-I will go to see the problem.
Chuuya trys to leave the room.Dazai is scared again to be alone in the darkness that this terrible sound bring him to. He grabs Chuuya's arm and make Chuuya stop before he leave the room.

-Don't go...
Dazai says with a scared voice as a tear of fear fall down from his eyes. It's as if he is asking Chuuya for help like a small lost child would. He really feel vulnerable and scared right now, his body is shaking a lot and Chuuya can feel and see he is really scared not only by the sound of the thunder but of being left alone as well.Cguuya looks at Dazai's whole body is shaking in fear, his eyes are wide open staring at Chuuya...even if he is feeling like a complete child at the moment, he is not making any childish expression on his face which is serious and scared. It's like the sound of the thunder took his whole identity and now he feels like a shell of what really is Dazai, Chuuya can feel that he's holding back tears of fear
-Please...
He say with a desperate look in his eyes, as he is still holding on to Chuuya with one hand,
-don't go...
-It won't take long,baby.
Dazai hesitate still, he really doesn't want to be alone. A single tear run down his cheek from his right eye
-Please...
Dazai says once again with a soft voice, he look at Chuuya with desperate eyes filled with fear and terror.
-Please don't go...
Dazai says for a third time and this time he say those words with a bit more strength, his voice is still shaky but it's not as terrible as before, it's like he is trying hard to be strong but even then, his terror is really evident.
-It won't take long, I promise.
For a moment, he seem to believe Chuuya's words but his fear is still there, making him unable to trust Chuuya's words. Chuuya can see the desperate look in his eyes as he look at him, the tears are still running down his cheeks and his whole body is shaking, he is looking at Chuuya as if he was looking for help from this situation, but at the same time, he seems to be aware that this is a situation he won't be able to escape and he'll still have to leave him to face alone those terrible feelings from the violent thunder.
-Let go of my arm, love.
He let go from Chuuya's arm, he is still holding back all those tears of fear and terror, all he can think about is how the darkness from the thunder is consuming him. He is totally paralyzed by the absolute fear and sadness that the sound of the thunder brought back all of a sudden.His eyes are wide open and staring at Chuuya and his whole body is shaking from that terrible feeling. Chuuya can feel himself that he is totally trapped by his own feelings of panic and terror. Even he is holding back on all those tears of fear and sadness.Chuuya sighs.Dazai look at Chuuya, the tears are still running down his cheeks. Chuuya's presence is like a light in his darkness, he still have that desperate look in his eyes, he is totally terrified of what is coming.He still trust , he just don't want to be alone in the darkness of the terrible feelings he is feeling. Chuuya's presence is comforting for him and makes him feel safe, that's why he want you here with him, to be safe in the dark, violent and unknown feelings that the thunder bring him to.Chuuya picks him up.He lets Chuuya to pick him up, still shaking. He is in a state of complete terror, everything around him seem to scare him, everything but Chuuya, you are the only light he could see in the darkness and he is totally vulnerable in Chuuya's arms. In Chuuya's arms he feel safe, he feel protected, and in Chuuya's arms he feel as if the darkness could not get to him anymore.Chuuya's warmth and presence is what bring him comfort and peace, it's like Chuuya's arms are a safe haven in this violent situation for him.Chuuya can feel Dazai's weight in his whole body as he clings into Chuuya.
-Shhh...
Chuuya sits on the bed and puts Dazai on his lap.
-Look at me,baby.
Dazai looks at Chuuya.Chuuya start to kiss Dazai's tears.Dazai blushes.
-Aww,you looks so adorable,baby.
Then he start to sing a lullaby for Dazai and he falls asleep.
-I love you,baby.
After some time Chuuya falls asleep too.