Soukoku Oneshots

Dazai's "laziness"

Chuuya was gone for a week because of Mori.He gave Chuuya a long mission because Chuuya was the "only one" that chould have done it correctly.
Dazai hoped that week will pass quickly because he hates when Chuuya is away for too long because Chuuya helps him with his panic attacks and anxiety.He was fine for three days but the other days he was a mess,he didn't go to work,he just sat on the floor surrounded by empty alcohol bottles, bandages, pills, empty pill boxes and a knife.
When he misses Chuuya,he always takes Chuuya's hoodys and wear one because they have Chuuya's scent,Dazai can wear one because when they go shopping Chuuya always buys hoodys on Dazai's size, because every time Dazai "steals" them because they are more comfortable then his hoodys.
Chuuya enters in the house.
-Love,i am home!
Nothing,Dazai didn't run to Chuuya like always,Chuuya looks for Dazai in the living room,in the kitchen then in the bathroom,nothing.Then he decides to enter their bedroom,in the room was dark so Chuuya he turned on the light.Chuuya sees Dazai lying on the carpet surrounded by empty alcohol bottles, bandages, pills, empty pill boxes and a knife.
-Dazai!Chuuya runs to him.
-C-Chuuya?
Chuuya picks Dazai up and then he putted him on his lap.Dazai immediately hides his face into Chuuya's chest,then Chuuya starts to rub Dazai's back slowly and gently.
-My angel,what happened?Why are you covered in blood?Did you cut yourself again?
Dazai doesn't anser Chuuya's questions but he only hides his face deeper into Chuuya's chest and clings into Chuuya more.
-Shhhh, it's okay now, my love.I am here.
Chuuya looks at Dazai,he was covered in bandages that were bloody,then Chuuya notice that Dazai only wore Chuuya's black hoody and a pair of boxers.Chuuya looks on the floor,he was a bit sad because of the alcohol that Dazai drank,the bloody knife was on the carpet,the bottles of pills that were empty.Chuuya grabs Dazai's chin and and raised it a little, Dazai's beautiful brown eyes were full of tears.
-My baby,i am not mad at you.Chuuya says that as he kisses Dazai's tears.
-....B-But...I-I promesed I will never cut myself...and I broke my promise...you should be mad....
-I am happy that you are still alive,love.
Dazai looks away with teary eyes.
-How long has it been since you took a bath?
-Why?Do I smell that bad?
-A bit.Let's go and take a bath.
-...N-No...
-Why?
-I-I just want to cuddle....
-We will cuddle after the bath,come on it will be fun,I will help you wash your body.
-....Okay
Chuuya carryed Dazai in the bathroom and put him down on the toilet sit.Chuuya turns on the hot water until it fills the entire tub.
-You didn't undress?
-...Sorry,I will undress now.
That both undressed and entred in the bath.Chuuya entred first,then Dazai.Dazai sits in Chuuya's lap.
-You want to stay a bit then wash pur bodys?
-...Y-Yea...Do you think I am lazy?
-What?No,of course not! Why do You ask?
-Don't worry...
-Dazai,tell me.
-I didn't go to work for some days and Kunikida texted me that I am too lazy to come to work.
-That-
-Chuuya! Don't worry!
Chuuya kisses Dazai's neck,Dazai froze immediately.
-How much did You drink per day?
-....
-Anser,love.
-...5 bottles per day
Chuuya sighs and holds Dazai close to him.
-I'm sorry...
-It's okay.I will wash your body gently, because i don't want your cuts to hurt,okay?
-Okay.
Chuuya washes Dazai body gently,then he stands up and gets out of the tub.
-Where are you going?
-Stay there,i will be back soon.
Chuuya enters their bedroom and puts a hoody and a pair of boxers for Dazai in the bed,he dresses in a hoody and some pants.Chuuya takes a towel for Dazai and enter the bathroom again.
-Come out,love.
Dazai stands up and gets out of the tub,and Chuuya he puts Dazai in the towel and picks him up in the bridal style,carrying him into the bedroom.
-Why are you looking at me like that?
-It's nothing...
-Of You say.Chuuya puts Dazai in bed and gives him his clothes.Dazai befor he dresses up he puts his bandages on then he puts his clothes on and then he looks at Chuuya.
-Wait a bit,i want to clean this mess.
-...Okay..Sorry for the mess....
-Don't worry.
Chuuya cleans the mess and then lays on bed next to Dazai.Dazai immediately clings into Chuuya and hides his face into Chuuya's chest angain.
-Shhh, it's okay,You should sleep you look tired.
-Okay.
After 5 mins Dazai falls asleep and then Chuuya.

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