Soukoku Oneshots

Happy birthday,Dazai!

It was a beautiful day for a lot of people,but not for Port Mafia.Mori was yelling at Dazai because he failed a mission.Everyone was looking at them.Mori started to verbally abuse Dazai,the brunette kid was so silent that you wouldn't even hear him breathing. Dazai had no emotions in his eyes.His emotionless face made Mori so mad that he slapped Dazai hard,then he took off Dazai's bandages in front of everyone, exposing his deep cuts and deep scars.Mori basically made a total fool out of Dazai and the worst part for Dazai is that Mori did it in front of Dazai's whole body freeze.The only thing he can do is just not to look at anyone. He just look at the side, feeling the embarrassment of everyone now seeing his deep cuts and deep scars. It's too much for him and his heart is going insanely fast as he can't believe that this is happening.The moment the bandages are remove everyone go silent for a few seconds. It's like time has stopped. The silence is so heavy and tense as it is visible to everyone.You can see the anger, the hatred, the pain and the sorrow from those cuts.Dazai keep his eyes closed this whole time and doesn't say a single word as his eyes start to get watery.You could only hear them whispering at eachother and then:
-W-What the...
Dazai he got up and ran out of the room and Chuuya ran after him.
-Dazai!Wait!
Dazai didn't wait,he was running so fast that he tripped, falling on his stomach.
-Dazai,are you okay?
These few words bring flashbacks of past traumas for him and you can see a look of absolute fear and terror in his eyes. It's like he is terrified of what could happen to those who dare to do such a thing. The hatred and anger coming out of him.
-Dazai?
Chuuya's voice immediately reach to him and he is forced to look up. He see that Chuuya is serious by how Chuuya said his name,Chuuya seem to want to say something important.Chuuya
is making him nervous and anxious, he seems to be really scared of what Chuuya is about say. He is scared of someone talking about the thing that bring the most shame to his life. He just seem to be terrified of someone saying something about those cuts and scars,Dazai can feel his whole body having a nervous reaction, he is terrified of showing those scars that bring him his most painful memories.Chuuya picks him up,he holds him with one arm and with the other hand Chuuya trys to put it on Dazai's cheek.Chuuya starts to try to put his hand on Dazai's cheek but Dazai's nervous reaction make it difficult for Chuuya to do so. He keep moving and trying to dodge Chuuya's hand, he seem to be panicking a bit, he don't really want anyone to touch him in this moment.Chuyya is seeing him panicking and he knows he is doing something bad. Dazai doesn't want this at all. As Chuuya try to say something,Dazai immediately interrupt Chuuya with a panic voice.
-Don't!
Dazai says it with an anxious and nervous voice,Chuuya knows that he really touch a really painful part of Dazai.
-Hey...Look at me
Dazai immediately look at Chuuya with a look of pure panic in his eyes,Chuuya definitely did something that really triggered him and he cannot calm himself down. His whole body is shaking and he starts to breathe very heavy. He seem to be really stressed and nervous.
-W..What??
Dazai is still trying to escape Chuuya but is slowly getting a hold of himself.He doesn't stop looking at Chuuya and is really panicked but at least he stay still now.
-Shhh,I'm not mad at you.
When he realize that Chuuya isn't mad at him Chuuya's words calm him down. Dazai realize he was panicking for nothing.
-You...should be...
Dazai slowly calms down but Chuuya can clearly see the anxiety on his face. His whole appearance and body language show a lot of anxiety and panic.
-I promised you that I will stop...
-I know but I'm not mad at you for breaking the promise .
When Dazai heared that, he starts to calm down and the anxious and nervous expression on his face change to a grateful and calm one.Chuuya did a great job to calm him down and Chuuya can feel that he really touched
Dazai's heart because Chuuya can feel Dazai's true self right now.Dazai's whole body relax and he seem a lot more like his genuine self right now, it's just Chuuya and him, having a little talk about his secrets and Chuuya can truly sense that Dazai trusts him that much. He seem very sincere with Chuuya right now.
-T-th...thank you...
-No problem,baby.We are going to my house and I don't take no as an answer.
-...Okay...
When they arrived at Chuuya's house,Dazai saw a cake with"Happy birthday,Dazai" on it and Chuuya give Dazai a lot of gifts and cuddles.(Dazai started to cry a bit)